Love is just a lyric.

3rd June 2007.

2007-06-03T23:00:00.000-07:00

Happy 3rd Month Anniversary my dear boy :D

Its been some time since I've blog here sorry man.
Oh whatever had tons of laughter today.
Thanks to susanna, weile, weiheng.
Went to watch tampines east VS admiliraty csc?
I not sure of the spelling oh forget it.
Tampines east won ya than the two W came to find us.
Went to eat & laugh like *@&#&*@!!*@ jiu went back SBC.
Watched & after that went to take bus to my house.
Slack, play, chat, talk, use computer, listen music blahhhhh.
Than headed downstairs for dinner while susanna headed home.
Waited for fried prawn mee damn long in the end take away to boy's house.
Bought his food too & went up to his house.
The two W peied me walked to his house & headed to meet ying.
Hah, thanks for everything.

Okay, will be against zhonghua sec tmr at 130pm.
I feel nervous somehow cause if we lose this match,
There won't be any chance to get into semi ):
We wanna get into semi man, badly we want to okay ):
We shall win tmr, goo azure amazons! :D jiayou!

28th May 2007.

2007-05-28T23:30:00.000-07:00

http://whisperofadvice.livejournal.com/

:D do visit & comment okay, thanks people <3

I will still blog here yah at times (:

Goodnights world ,

27th May 2007.

2007-05-27T23:35:00.000-07:00

♥ Love someone for who he/she is no matter what , though I'm fat ): hah!

Can't I just lose weight, kimberly chng ee!
Do you know you're super duper ultra fat ):
This june holidays is a chance for you to be slim.
Or can say at least lose a few pounds.
I have to be back to my 50kg back okay.
I can' t afford to put on weight its like so depressing for me.
Hah! Must go & exercise, & play more ball.

Now rotting at home, had mee sotong.
Somehow abit oily & fattening, ewwww!
No No No! I won't finish them all man.
I really need to lose weight.
Determination Makes Everything Possible.

Off for training at 4pm.
Azure Amazons woosh!
Let me see who will be attending training,
:
Me, Myself, Kimberly!
Susanna
Isabel
Shan Min
Ying Ying
:
Jiahui & kimbery won't be coming.
Nadiah is in peer leader camp :/
Xiumin & Shihui join us. Hah!
Oh well for ur info our first match will be this coming friday, 1st june.
We'll be against jurong sec school if I could remember.
He gave us all the schedule for the matches.
I hope this time round of youth cup would be alright.
Having different players in the team but still hope that can play well.
Am hoping that I could play well in the cup, hopefully ..
Shanmin left early to study for her mothertongue Os' tmr.
Isabel left for family dinner.
We played & played, I was very lazy today.
Coach said I have to be more hardworking.
Guess I have to ba :/
Tuesday we're having friendly match against bedoknorth.
& so miss the chance of going out with tracia ling qian hui.
Another day perhaps? (:
Laugh real lot just now with them cause of laoying & xiumin.
They're really funny people I can say.
Oh well, had dinner together at the coffeeshop opposite.
There was me, susanna, ying, benben, shihui, tracia, serene, xiumin.
After that all went seperate ways while me & susanna headed to mac toilet.
After that went to petal to play ball, liangyu&darren was there too.
Me & Susanna had great chats, hahah (:
Dontcha worry, they're kept safe by me! HAHAHA.
Played & Played than pei her wait for bus & home sweet home.

( K is fucking cute still ~ (: )

26th May 2007.

2007-05-26T23:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY SUGAR DARLING!

We're meeting tmr after my training.
I'm pei-ing you for steamboat right right right ~
I love you & yes, you're my sugar! :D

HAPPY 11th BIRTHDAY LIL' BRO!

Though we're not that close,
No matter what you're still my one&only bro right.
The fights & quarrels we used to had since young.
Now we don't, just be a good boy & make mummy happy.
Cause I can't make her happy always, I love you bro! :D

& doubleyayness I've change blogskin!
I wonder how it looks, I think its okay & cool cause of the words.
Hah! Oh well, goodnights.

( *faints* Both kervon&kaevis are fucking cute people esp. kervon! :D )

26th May 2007.

2007-05-26T22:10:00.000-07:00

♥ Outstretched arms & Open hearts

Friday/25th

Did not attend school as was having a headache & no mood,
Due to the previous night incident.
Just too many thoughts going through my mind.
Oh well stay at home for the morning than head out around evening.
Walked town here & there, did nothing much either.
Look at the surroundings & people dressing etc.
I forgot what happen actually, STM :/

Today

Went to school for meet-the-parents' session.
Mine was 9am same as ong meijing but she came late.
Talked to mr.saiful for quite sometime & after that met mr ng.
Oh well, no cca than no cca luh like I care huh.
I shall do well for my academic, concentrate on them more than cca.
Oh so whatever, headed to market to have breakfast / lunch with laopo & her mum.
Talked & ate & went to mac to buy bro's burger.
Saw joan & elaine there ha!
Got home & slept for an hour somehow went to bathe use com & out.
Took 21 all the way to a nameless area which I have no idea & played billard.
Watched two teams playing soccer & it was funny.
Oh well, walked down to have dinner somehow & yah,
Continue the walked & too many black dogs (bangalahs)
I'm anti them okay, just back off so not my liking nor sight.
Hah! I just wanted to leave the place ASAP.
Hopped on 65 & bus all the way home :D

I WANNA CHANGE BLOGSKIN & NEED RECOMMENDATIONS!

):

& gonna renovate my room soon [: hehehehe!

24th May 2007.

2007-05-24T22:00:00.000-07:00

Throughout many years,months even days
We came across alot of people
Maybe some good, Maybe some bad
There are some who we always hi & bye but not anything more.
There are some who we really treasure them.
But throughout the years,months & days.
Everyone change, everyone.
Like you & me.

I'm gna emphasize on myself
Throughout the years,being pri sch or sec sch
People definitely change. Maturity.
Talking about sec sch, sec1 sec2.
Everyone was soooooo lovable, sweet, nice, fun, loving.
Telling the top secret & not even scared being leak out.
Then slowly everyone start to split to their own group of friends
& eventually knowing each other more.
& slowly slowly, there's influences too.
But when everyone really grows up.
Changes eventually take place.

I've grown to someone that no one exactly know who I am.
What I want in life & what's the purpose.
How evil my heart can be. How wild my mind is.
Who will ever know, yet its me myself.
I don't share my secrets that much,even if I trust alot of people
I trust people way too easily, & telling them my stuffs.
But deep inside I've much more about myself
Maybe you will go like " who want to know about you"
Is not about that, is about...
Will I even trust you to the extent that I tell you the deepest secret.

I've turn to someone that I don't like to talk in the past.
Even when I talk, its because of something someone said.
And I start to go laughing & asking qns
Other than that, I rather keep quiet
I've become someone I don't wish to share slowly.
I don't want to talk for the sake of talking.
But talking because I am willing to tell you.
I'm sorry, but soon guess I'm gonna be like this.
But I hope I won't.

But what more to say.
We've grown, We are way too different now.
But what can I do. People may dislike me too.
Uhhhhh, I'm not directing to anyone
Just thinking through alot lately.

& yes,
Thanks for listening & sharing with me chengkang :D

( Do you ever wonder why I am your gf? Because I love you. )

23rd May 2007.

2007-05-23T23:20:00.000-07:00

His singing damn effing nice lah!
Envy Envy Envy.
Shawn Tok Xuan Zhen :D
I'm his fan okay. Hahahah!
Oh my tian ~

23rd May 2007.

2007-05-23T22:18:00.000-07:00

♥ currently, my favourite now :D

Others

This is the cantonese version of ' never let you go '
& its nice too! :D

& that's for today, goodbye human world.
forgive & forget always.

♥ I thought I was strong, but reality proved it wrong
I cannot bring myself to; I just can't.

22nd May 2007.

2007-05-22T22:55:00.000-07:00

uploaded some songs, & will upload some other the next time.
I feel troubled, but don't know about what.
& I've created my own themes, they're love.

21st May 2007.

2007-05-21T22:35:00.000-07:00

She did the editing, how sweet can she be :D
Through the frictions that make this stronger, our friendship.
Stay like this forever.

Edited by tan koli sweetie, hahahah!
That's chan rouyin , her , me -.-
I know its jiao , but too bad.

Alrights, school was boring like hell.
It was post exam activites & I did not take part, as well as the girls.
We just kept singing songs in classroom & laugh crap.
Went back to classroom at 12 than sleep.
Check cca certificate, well it sucks no comments.
Fuck cca! Lol, left school after that.
Waited for bus hell long.
Something happen like its ridiculous, my dear roofy cheer up :D
Went to meet boy at his school than headed to tamp.
Saw terry , than leonard , than zuo yi , than yu han.
Hah! Oh whatever.
Saw familiar faces at tamp & cs like always de.
Dee shouted my name kimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm so loud.
Boy kept repeating the way she said, dumbass.
Than went to eat pastamania than saw, bee song?
Oh whatever, left for home after that than saw shirui.
She didn't saw me anw, hah saw vanessa tan too.
Boarded 22 than bus home ya, saw laopo boarded bus at school ya.
Than went home & come out again.
Went to eunos cc to play ball , nobody at all -.-
Train Train Train, & yes getting hand of the ball :D
Still training on the turning one, hah ): ):
Alrights, I love my friends that's all I can say :D
& duh, I love my boy <3 Hah, goodnights!

A reason to stick together.
Forever.

20th May 2007.

2007-05-20T14:00:00.000-07:00

♥ because right from the start,
we were given rights to choose.

Pictures.

I love my dear sok san :D

Two kimberlys!

Susanna Chen Sok San!

Kimberly Sarah Yo!

Susanna chen sok san , Kimberly chng ee , Kimberly sarah yo.

19th May 2007.

2007-05-19T00:00:00.000-07:00

♥ What is love all about

Went kbox-ing with lydia lim li ying at suntec.
Met at 10 somehow & trained down to cityhall.
Waited for shutter bus like damn hell long than suntec.
Bought tickets for blade of glory & went kbox-ing till 3pm.
Than went in for the movie, it was okay, shall rate it 3/5 ba.
I think 200 pounds of beauty is still the best. Hah.
Left for raffles place & walked round & round.
Saw uglydolls but they don't have the one I wanted ya.
Than left for home bought bubble tea & doughnut & hotdogs :D yumm!
Got home & took my bath, watched dragon squad.
& online, looked at GUESS spree from USA.
& getting the Logo World Checkbook :D
Weets, I'm happy that finally I've my wallet. Hoho!

That's the photo of my wallet than lydia helped me ordered.
Thank you very much woman :D
Oh wells, there's azure amazons training tmr at petal.
Staring at 8am & had to wake up at 7 to meet susanna & kimberly at bedok inter.
They don't know the way here, so I offered to fetch them :D
How nice am I right dear susanna!
Hah, oh well tiring day perhaps for tmr.
Going out with boy after that to vivo I guess?
Hah! I want to get that wallet soon man.
Craving for it. Hoho Bye!

♥

Am now dazing.
I don't know the reason why.
I just can't seem to find what I'm thinking about.
I wonder every single day if I'm doing the right thing.
I wonder what will happen to me when I'm dead.
I wonder how long will I live until.
I wonder here & there, everything comes to my mind.
Just flashes through just like a lightning.

When you get down to things,
Though explaining what you believe isn't that easy.
Things don't always look as they seem.
Life isn't nearly as stable as we want it to be.
There is also a point when you've a step back & say its time to let go.
Make of it what you will.

18th May 2007.

2007-05-18T07:42:00.000-07:00

♥ the truth behind the lies

School was as usual, the class watched just follow the law today.
Everybody was laughing out loud, I wasn't I don't know why.
Was tired, slept at the beginning of the show too bad.
Kept deciding where to head after school & boarded 65 down to bugis.
Had our food at bugis village & walked around junction.
After that walked to suntec city round & round, lastly went home.
Rouyin & Shishi went to take mrt , Ruth took 14 , Me & Koli took 196.
Boy didn't came to fetch me in the end, so I went home myself.
Me & Koli listened to songs & slept all the way, it was way tiring man.
Oh well, what a day, jieting & stephy had gu zheng so didn't came along.
Got home & slept till 7pm , showed & online.

& happy birthday loewe :D

Its so bored now.
Chatting with koli & stephy online now.
Doing bulletin board just to kill time & entertain me.
I have no idea where to head tmr,
Guess going out with lydia lim li ying to kbox & movie :D
Miss the times where cLiQue7 spend their time at.
Oh well, go out soon if can, gathering for us!
& yahhhh!
I just know getting my NUM slippers on sunday :D
Boy's buying for me, yippppppeee :D

I shall list what I had bought during the past few weeks.

#. Gucci Envy Me 1 miniature perfume
#. Roxy pair of shoes
#. Armani Emproio bag
#. Topshop wallet for boy's birthday gift
#. 2 Topshop clothes
#. 2 Dorothy perkins clothes
#. 2 Topshop necklaces
#. 1 Esprit tanktop

Now I'm waiting for holidays to gain them :D muahahah!

#. GUESS wallet.
#. Levi's new edition watch
#. Gucci Envy Perfume
#. Gucci Envy Me 1 nor 2 Perfume
#. New Urban Male Slip In Slippers
#. Shades from PIMP ?

& others which I can't think of.

I will always have a never ending list of things I wanna get , am spendthrift :D
Suddenly just felt like going to sentosa, I miss sentosa.
I remembered there was a period of time, bunch of us decided to go sentosa once a week.
I know its ridiculious but its way fun (:
Now everything has become part of memories ya.
Reminiscine.
Sweetie & Laopo & Me wanna go to sentosa yah, one day we shall go.
& the girls including tooo! {3
& another group would be with the tans perhaps.
Hah! I miss tans outing man. Hoho!
Bye, am lazy to blog!

You're afraid, it's all come down
to this place where dreams have fallen to the ground
just look up, you'll make it through
Cause there's a heavenly Being
That's watching over you


Calling down an angel who
Will help you believe
Sending out a prayer
Down on my knees
Reaching up to heaven knowing
You will someday see
There's hope beyond the struggle
Just hold on
I'm calling down an angel


It's not too late
It's almost over
If you'll just wait you'll feel it lifting off your shoulder
So keep believing
The sun always promises a new day
It'll stop the rain
Break the chains
And chase the pain away


Calling down an angel who
Will help you believe
Sending out a prayer
Down on my knees
Reaching up to heaven knowing
You will someday see
There's hope beyond the struggle
Just hold on
I'm calling down an angel


You've been trying to be strong
You've been waiting for so long
Will your miracle ever come
Heaven's holding every single tear you cry
And if you start to feel alone just know that I am

Calling down an angel who
Will help you believe
Sending out a prayer
Down on my knees
Reaching up to heaven knowing
You will someday see
There's hope beyond the struggle
Just hold on
I'm calling down an angel



♥ Even the strong can't survive.

17th May 2007.

2007-05-17T21:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZEL JIE!

( Thanks for your care & concern always ya, & I do of course love you :D )

School was okay.
Watched the hongkong gangster series.
Well, I like the show guess am loving it.
Don't know why, Zhang Yi Jian looks shuai in the show lah!
Hahaha < I want to be his zhar bo man in the show.
Lol whatever.
After school cabbed down to simei ite with shuzhen & xiangyu.
Lopang marilyn home first.
While hailing cab, my handphone dropped into the middle of the road,
I faster went to pick it up & shuzhen screamed & faster pulled me.
Hah! She was afraid of me to be bang down, I almost did.
Sorry ya ): ):
Reached simei ite, sandy & hazel & jaz came to pick us up.
Was really paiseh when we enter the school, cause we're the only 3 damaians.
Hah! Me & Shuzhen bought a pair of earring each.
After that all went seperate ways.
Me & Xiangyu went to find jinmay & clarabel.
We got stuck at a bus stop than went over to take 5.
Hah! Met them & both of us ate the japanese food.
After that went to walk around & round.
Jinmay is an insane woman keep laughing & laughing.
Boy came after that walked around went to pet safari.
The girls went home alrd.
Boy told me his friend is giving away labourdor dogs & asking me if I want it.
Of course I want but somehow quite big & dont have the time to takecare of it.
I kept pestering him to bring home one, but I failed ): ):
Forget it, lame.
Bought seveteen & 8days magazine & bus homed.
Slept on the bus & mum kept rushing me home for the funeral.
In the end, turn up that won't be going anymore.
Yet she & dad went down, me & bro & cousins did not go at all.
Am alone at home, boy came over to pei me.
He bought food afraid I was hungry & he ran over here.
Hah! Sweating like hell man. Thank you dear! :D

16th May 2007.

2007-05-16T21:45:00.000-07:00

I don't mind you telling me
What's been on your mind lately
I don't mind you speaking up (Speaking up)

I know sometimes I can be
All wrapped up and into me
I can be in such a rush (Such a rush)

Just slow me down (Down)
Slow me down (Down)
Tell me tomorrow everything I'll be around
Just slow me down (Down)
Slow me down (Down)
You're the one that keeps me on the ground

Baby you can be tough
Say enough is enough
You can even be blunt
Just do it with love love love love
Tell me I'm wrong
That I'm coming on way too strong
Don't think I'd be crushed
Just do it with love love love love
Just do it with love love love love
Just do it with love

I can take your honesty
All your words sweet heavenly
Listening to you all the time (All the time)

Wanna be there for you
The way you've been there for me
Always helped me walk the line (Walk the line)

And slow me down (Down)
Slow me down (Down)
I know you will always be around

Baby you can be tough
Say enough is enough
You can even be blunt
Just do it with love love love love
Tell me I'm wrong
That I'm coming on way too strong
Don't think I'd be crushed
Just do it with love love love love

All this time we finally know each other
Now that I'll be leaning on your shoulder
I can tell you baby that you're right and right and wrong and wrong
And I can be just all over you strong

Baby you can be tough
Say enough is enough
You can even be blunt
Just do it with love love love love
Tell me I'm wrong
That I'm coming on way too strong
Don't think I'd be crushed
Just do it with love love love love

Baby you can be tough
Say enough is enough
You can even be blunt
Just do it with love love love love
Tell me I'm wrong
That I'm coming on way too strong
Don't think I'd be crushed
Just do it with love love love love
Just do it with love love love love
Just do it with love
Just do it with love love love love
Just do it with love

This song is loveeeeee :D

16th May 2007.

2007-05-16T21:30:00.000-07:00

This is ox :D
He's an uglydoll.
If anyone wants to view uglydolls,
just go to : www.uglydolls.com

:D

One day, One might just wonder.
What life would be like without the one you love.
Someday somehow.
The love of your life will just appear without you knowing & will just change your life.
The excitement feeling in one's heart cant be describe.
Words such as i love you & i miss you is the best that he can do to tell her.
Its all up to him/her to trust.
I miss you, R.

-

Sorry for the long time of blogging.
Blogger didn't allow me to blog for a week plus, so bitch of it :/
Now am able to blog, so am happy!
Sorry to those who will read my blog, I'm updating now anw :D
I won't be talking about what I've missed out.
So just continue from today ya, paisehs :/

Screwed my exam badly, don't wanna mention about it.
Sweetie & I , have decided to pia during EOY exams man.
:D she's back , I still love her!
Met lydia & shishi after school & cabbed down to parkway's kbox.
Sang from 2pm till 7pm.
Boy was at on the way at bedok inter, coming to fetch me home.
But it was late, & mum was rushing me home.
So he went home from there, & I went home with the girls.
Bought bubble tea & bus home luh.
Got home had dinner,
& suprisngly able to blog so just blog as normal.
& plus was suprise too to see her comment on my photo!
Was happy & suprised lah.
But if things are okay between us, It'll be wondeful :D

People come & do & we know this happens,
yet we get such a shock when it does

7th May 2007.

2007-05-07T23:20:00.000-07:00

♥ On frail wings of vanity & wax

Exams are driving me nuts!
Chemistry was okay today, guess won't be able to do physics tmr.
Hah! So that means I'll fail combine science? Probably.
Oh well, after school was nothing.
All headed home , cut hair leaving me & jieting.
Gimkee, Junhui, Nelson, Junjie came to look for us from mama.
Slack at bus-stop & decided to go to bubble tea shop.
Uncle mixed 3 flavours of syrup & I tried it .. I don't like it ):
So I gave it to junhui as he said it was okay.
So I choose another 3 syrup & it wasn't up my expectations.
Still not that nice, but just make do with it.
The threesome took 66 home, while I took 65 to tamp.
Gimkee & Jieting went home too.
What a day after school , sighs
Walked quickly to meet up with bf,
On the way, I saw sugar darling!
Oh, was so happy to see her, she was shock too.
Met up with bf, than was messaging sugar till she decided where to study.
Haha, she's cute & loved.
I promise I'll get your factory doughnuts soon & go out soon.
:D

Went to look for jacky at baleno, than headed to tm.
Kept deciding where to eat & stuff.
Saw susanna, daphne & another girl.
Oh its dear susanna, I miss her!
:D
He decided to eat at hawker centre,
I did not eat, only him.
& saw jacky too & his colleague.
Oh well, went to times bookstore after that.
Read books, magazine, talk & stuff.
Actually HOT magazine is nice to read,
There's alot of gossip about american's celebrities & stuff.
Hah! Had laugh our ass out.
Fergi's & her finance staying in an gigantic mansion,
Like high up in the moutains away from the city.
If only I could .. *dreaming*
Spent hours at there & headed to eat yoshinoya.
After that love at first sight with a watch that a girl is wearing.
Fossil with adidas kind of strap.
I'm gonna find that man, Its love!
Saw jaslene at tamp, was happy to see & talk to her.
Oh well, we'll be hanging out on wednesday, happy!
:D I miss our chats.
Headed to cs after that went to look for the watch.
Check out wallets, nothing attracted me still.
I wanna get new wallet & bag yah.
Am always wanting to get new stocks/designs, Haha!
Am spendthrift-er :D
Oh whatever it is,
Saw ganjie & her friend twice. Hah!
Walked up & down, here & there.
Left around 7 for the bus & went to petal's mac.
Went to find jaslene & angelina billy.
Saw ruiheng, jianji, loewe studying than home.
Lol, left around 8 than homed.
Gosh, I'll be dead meat for tmr okay.
Physics, can't you just be easier like chem!
Hah, I hope mummy allows me to go down to mac to study with bf.
Only he can teach me, Hah!
Bye for than or else keithfu nagg at me why I blog so long.

♥ In a perfect world, there would be no need for apologies.
But because the world is imperfect, we cannot survive without them.

6th May 2007.

2007-05-06T23:35:00.000-07:00

Friday

Had Social studies today, Am not sure going to fail not.
Perhaps or most probably I will, oh gosh.
This mid-year sucks terribly, I wanted to pass so much.
But guess, there won't be the chance.
Got to work real hard from end year exams!
Headed to tamp to buy mj's present with steph, ruth, jieting.
Walked around & took neoprint , it was not bad.
Wanhui came along than we went to library.
Steph & I borrowed books than went home after that.
Got home, immediately slept all the way till 7pm watch televsion than online.
After that I forgot what happen. Lol.

Saturday

Boy came over my house & study.
Mummy was very concern about him -.-
Studied Studied than around 9plus went to bedok inter.
Look around for what to eat than in the end, hawker centre -.-
Hah, before that saw someone's back view damn familiar than realize was jie.
She was working at bedok's baleno, transfered from tampines area.
& I remembered that jacky was transfered from bedok to tampines.
Oh well, does not matter.
Left around 10plus, got home at 11pm.
Chatted on the phone till late night around 3am than sleep.

Today/Sunday

Studied at bedok inter mac with classmates.
me, jieting, zheyee, gimkee, mingkiat, xiaoben, darren, sebastian.
Study what we're going to have tmr, chem/maths.
Than went to find jie at baleno than acc ting wait for bus.
Went back than talk slack study eat.
xiaoben & darren went home.
After that around 7 , met jie for dinner at kfc.
Chatted alot with her ya [:
6/7 years of sistership with her,
can't express how much I love her (:
Went to buy bubble tea as she wanted,
Found places to sit & talk, sent songs stuff.
Went to library toliet than went back to kfc sit.
Around 9.30 went to find gim they all as finished their movie.
Jie went to take 225 , zheyee took 30, while we took 60 home.
boy was studying at home the whole day (: guai.

Goodnights!

3rd May 2007.

2007-05-03T22:15:00.000-07:00

Happy 2nd Month!

Thanks for everything, boy.
Now, I am happy, relieved, contented, thankful & blessed.
Can never ask for more, don't want to ask for more.
Assure me that you'll be there for me.
Assure me that you'll give me love.
But knowing you can't assure me that you'll be the one, For. Ever.
Neither do I.
A relationship is like a rose.
How long it lasts, no one knows.
I don't ever wanna read into the future,
to phantom what the outcome would be.
Just treasure the time I'm with you now, beloved ♥

Friendships
Put it all behind the wheels
Drive off, leaving anything unpleasant,
As forgotten as an old bad dream.
People ought to feel appreciated and told their loved at times :)
But its when its said from the bottom of the heart.
That makes everything special.
No, its not right to say ,"i'll be there"
& when in times of need; real needs, just vanish without a trace.
To think of it.
I miss a number of them, very much fondly.

tan li yue / neo jie xin / evi rianto / ng xin yan ,
ho jian hong / cedrick poh / then sieng phong /
timothy tan / yeo teck ee.

6 years of friendship for all of us,
except for ng xin yan, 8/9 years of friendship.
The pool of us has gone through so so much together.
Going through the good and bad together.
Arguments, fights, birthday celebrations, clinching awards, hugs, schoolwork, & et cetera.
Though we won't & never will be as close as we used to be,
should still thank each other for the good times we once had.
We might not have the time to cough up time to meet all the time.
but there's more then just physical presence.
(: know that I do love & miss you guys much!

Now came along bunch of girlfriends from damai.
You'll never be forgotten either!
You guys are part of me too.

chan rou yin / ong mei jing / ruth yang / stephanie wu
tan koli / poh jie ting / lim shi shi / tracia ling

It really spun my attention to you 8 girls .
You know that we've been spending lesser time together.
Know that absence makes the heart grow founder.
It applies to all of us, cause we are genuine to one another.
True friendship is not all about agreeing all the time.
Choose to get through things together (:
You girls know that I love you!

What happen to clique7 too?
Where's all the fun we usually have?
Where'e the 7 us of hanging out at suntec always?
Everything's changing, everyone is.
As nobody is perfect, never can be.
I miss you guys much , cliQue7!

Other than these people I've mentioned.
There're still others who've been there for me always.
I would really want to give a big thankyou!

Neo Jie Xin
My dear buddy.
Friendship since p3 till now, making it 6years.
I'm still the closest to you&yue in the group.
Thank you for being there always for me.
The chats we shared, The talks we always had.
I pour out my woes when I'm with you.
We laughed & cried together.
Ever since school started, we don't meet up as usual.
I still remember it was always me, you, shuwei, singhong & weiqi :D
Its always 5 of us , such sweet reminicine!
Milo's cup is coming, its wonderful to meet up with you guys alrd.
Am sooooooooo that happy , I miss you buddy!

Tan li yue
Both clever & prettaye girl, she's my dear aiai.
Same lasting friendship of 6 years alrd.
We do look alike people say.
I'm the closest to you&xin still.
What I've mention above, Its dedicated for you too!
Life had changed ever since I met the bunch of you kids in primary3.
We always get into deep trouble & always that ' popular ' in school.
' popular ' in the way of getting into trouble, problematic us!
You're the happygleamytoot who pinches my cheeks all the time.
A new begginning as you're serving lord,
believe him with all your might & he'll guide you along.
Milo's cup is coming, really do have to catch up okay.
Am soooooooo that excited, well I miss you!
May you & henry last for quite a period of time ya!

Jaslene chua ke xin
Thank you for being so understanding & being there for me always!
You give me treats when I'm happy,
when I'm down, or without a reason at all.
Trust me one day , it will be my treat ok!
I pour out my woes when I'm with you.
You've seen me in my best and my worst.
You've seen me plunged down from my supposed heaven, over & over again.
Though we're not in the same class, nor going out that often anymore.
Still I'm there for you always.
I've never fail to talk to you always ya.
You call me always & pour all your woes to me.
& yes, I'm there always for you, trust me!
Till than, Thank you my friend (:

& for now , i'm lazy to type le.
pardon me, i'll type next time.
I just felt like typing all these today that's all.
(: sorry for killing ur brain cell for reading it,
but it all comes deep down from my heart.
I love all my friends, thank you.

& thank you sugar darling venice for the message.
its sweet & appreciate your thought.
you're missed by me too.
go out real soon okie dokie!
:D i love you!

Everybody makes mistake ,

2nd May 2007.

2007-05-02T22:00:00.000-07:00

Tuesday

I forgot what happen on monday,
So started on tuesday than. Whatever :P
Went to tamp to pass boy's sis wallet.
Headed to see the library open or not but it was closed.
Alot of people are out today, damn lot.
Than went to walk around & buy stuff.
Met terry&yuhan, headed to boy's house after that.
On the bus damn funny la. Lol
Studied studied than after that left around 7plus i think so?
Headed to 85 market for dinner & waited damn long for our food.
Had sotong, bbq chicken wings, sugarcane & bar chor mee.
I was dumb la asking whether got egg anot got egg anot -.-
Left around 9plus, bused home & boy fetch me home as usual.
Thanks {3

Today/Wednesday

Laugh quite alot today & it was okay.
Headed to eat ban mian but it was not open ): ):
Than ate fishball noodles, after lunch headed to mac.
Wow, somehow quite number of people at mac.
Than we sat outside study , everybody moody -.-
Xiaoben kept doozing off while reading geo notes. Haha!
In the end, gabriel & xiaoben went in to study.
While steph left for home & they went my house.
Jieting & Shishi , after that fetch rouyin at bus-stop.
Left my house around 6 somehow, rou&shi went home.
While both me&ting was convinced by liangyu so we stayed.
Hahha, studied abit geography at playground.
There was liangyu, darren, jieting.
Than weiyang came after that.
Left around 7plus for homed.
Had spagehetti dinner & am sitting here now.
Gonna mug after I'm done online (: so guai (:

Doubt thou the stars are fire;
Doubt that the sun don't move;
Doubt the truth to be a liar;
But never doubt the one I love.

29th April 2007.

2007-04-29T22:40:00.000-07:00

Saturday

Headed down to bedok inter mac to study with boy.
We did nothing much actually I only kept di-siaoing him.
Then slack till 6-7plus than went to grandlink to meet the rest.
Keewee & Zihao left first.
Played pool till 9 somehow than all of us went home.

Today/Sunday

Watched heros on star world its nice.
Many many episode missed alrd, that's sad ):
But its nice show i guess, hah.
Stella msg me ask me go mac study,
Zheyee ask me go watch movie.
Hahha, than in the end went to meet zheyee at suntec.
Watched 200 pounds of beauty (:
Gosh, the show is touching & nice okay.
I think the kim ah joong's voice is nice!
I felt like watching the show again okay.
Zheyee cried terribly, terribly!
The show is love! :D
Everyone go watch the show ya, I rate it 4/5
Hoho. All the songs are by : kim ah joong
Have downloaded some alrd,
& jeban helping me too! :D Thank you so much ya!
Bought stuff from carrefour than homed.
Train home & bus home.
Boy fetch me home, thanks ya babe.
I love you always.
Always worrying about me & stuff.
:D don't worry too much ya.

27th April 2007.

2007-04-27T22:40:00.000-07:00

I guess at times I would blog on the day itself.
Or else I would blog about the previous day that I missed included.
Depends on my mood or what is included.
Hah!

Had eng&chi paper 1 ): <
I think I'm gonna fail as I felt I did badly this time.
The questions were like er.. idk how to explain?
Oh well, goodluck kimberly!
The next paper would be on thursday having geography?
I guess so or its physics.
I don't even know my timetable of exams okay.
I just know the last paper is POA that's all.
& I suck in that subject, so damn shitty ): <
Met steph & shi after school & left school.
We stood at the bus stop area there deciding where to head.
Steph & Ting wanted to go home,
I'll be meeting boy than shi no where to head.
In the end she decided to go mama to find weisheng than we all went with her.
Bought stuffs than I went over to take bus to tamp met boy.
Met than decided to catch a movie ' wild hogs '
Before that bought dougnuts to eat ! :D
Sugar said there was 8leaves so I went to try.
Hahah, thankyou sugar darling, i miss you okay! ): <
Anw, the show was okay not bad. Rate 3stars ba.
After the movie we just walked around the same area.
We walked here&there , up&down like nothing better to do.
Settle down & talked after that decided to have dinner.
I had beef pepper lunch :D The food not bad. Hah 1st time try.
Lol, than went home after that.
Got home showered & had chillicrab & fishballs yumyum!

The only certainty in life is death. It's a certainty.
It's the one condition of living that we're given but we often let it tear us apart.

25th April 2007.

2007-04-25T21:20:00.000-07:00

Tuesday

Had pizza hut after school with gfs&bfs! :D
We kept making noise & the food was a mess -.-
Girls : Me, rouyin, meijing, shishi
Guys : Junjie, gabriel, junhui, nelson
The rest had syf & bowling. Lol.
All of us waited for boy to come & find us.
Headed to shop&save later on.
Gabriel & boy was sucha lameass & entertainer.
Hah, bus65 home with some of them.
While the threesome boarded bus to bedok inter.
Walked & slack downstairs & home sweeet home!

Today/Wednesday

School was okay.
Really had no comments about it.
:/
Went to school's coffeeshop again.
Bought bubbletea with shi than left.
Bus 59 down to ngee ann sec & waited for them.
Met up with boy & waited for tan & co.
Took taxi down to toa payoh stadium.
I did not realise that I dropped my phone until a very long time.
& realised dropped at cab.
Called my handphone & the taxi driver pick up.
He was nice enough to return me! :D
Had to go down to bedok sheng shong to take from him.
He said when we're coming than call him as he used his hp to call boy.
Watched the nationals of guys.
Guys : Catholic high Won Gan eng seng.
Girls : Anderson Won Raffles.
Saw jiaxin & her friends, still that cute & small size! :/
After everything prize giving than went to central.
Terry & Boy ate while me & yuhan did not.
Than went seprate ways, they went home while we head to bedok.
Called taxi driver & went to sheng shong find him.
Thank him very much okay!
W/o my precious handphone I would cry man! ):
But now its back to me & treasure it man. Hah!
Bought goreng pisang for his mum & myself & homed.
There were signs of lightning non-stop & its fuck scary.
I'm fear of lightning & thunder -.- Its true ok! ):
Both of us got home before the rain started, real lucky.
Wells, there's physic retest tmr & its bore cause its ng!
That ng-ster is one old woman who's married
Do you know she can be married?
The husband must be pai jiaoooooooo!
She's soooo that unreasonable!
Whatever.
Having chemistry remedial too but not sure going not.
See if the class of us going , i dont think anybody going.
Damn nasruyl :? He suck too! Lol.
Oh well, bye!

I wonder every single day if I'm doing the right thing.
I wonder if I know my boyfriend the way I think I do.
I wonder one day how are we gonna break apart.

23rd April 2007.

2007-04-23T22:15:00.000-07:00

Saturday

Woke up 12 somehow.
Than met boy at 1plus than headed to eunos.
Train down to cityhall & headed to marina.
Bought two dorothy perkins tops.
At least bought 2tops & was somehow satisfied.
Haha! Had yoshinoya for lunch/dinner than the person very cute.
Or you can say the two guy working there very cute.
Haha, very very interesting.
Wells, zheyee called & asked wanna play pool.
Headed back to cityhall & train down to paya lebar.
So walked to grandlink.
Play Play Play Play Play.
Darren & wanhui came & play at another table.
Jaz & her friends came too.
Wanhui left to fetch roofy.
Than gimkee came along.
Play one round with jaz & the others too.
Play till 8plus & left.
The four of us (me, kenneth, mingkiat, zheyee)
Cab down to east coast park to have dinner.
The taxi driver was -_____________- lah!
Drop us at the macdonald's carpark there.
& we had to walk all the way to the end.
We're heading to the foodcourt ya.
Reached there around 10plus & had dinner.
Met nikki, nicol, daryl, julia, andy, joanne, zhenhao etc.
Than went to look for mingkiat&zheyee at the rock.
Than changed area.
Found that out singapore has many many stars
Really there & many stars & it was prettaye!
Stars = Love!
Than something happen terribly! >):
Gosh, both ipod & handphone gone case alrd.
Boy's dad will settle his ipod & handphone buy new one.
Lol, daddy came to fetch all of us home.
Sorrry to keep you waiting as we're helping ken ya!
Sent zheyee home , mingkiat second , boy third & home sweet home.
Got home around 12plus.
Today's sucha long & way memorable day! HA.

Sunday

Met the guys before studying for pool.
Left the place around 2plus & headed to bedok to study.
Cabbed down & reached before 3, we're late! ): sorry people!
Studied Studied & kept laughing laughing laughing.
Than teachers left &amp; we waited for kenneth to come.
Headed back to pool again at grandlink.
Went to the other room & alot of people.
After that people left & only left us.
Zheyee's pri mate played with her & lose her.
Hah! He still act one pro one than miss cue.
Kenneth & Mingkiat keep imitating his action.
Quarreled with mum & it sucks luh.
I kept disiao-ing them.
Damn funny lah gimkee, wth!

Zheyee &amp; Mingkiat at a corner doing !@&&*!@^&*!.
Kenneth : * pats on shoulder, point at their direction *
Me : * Looks & laugh *
Me : Eh gimkee look look!
Gimkee : * look & gave a funny expression *
Kenneth : Laughs!
Than mingkiat walk over.
Mingkiat : * wiping his mouth with his hands *
Gimkee : Somebody drip saliva. * wiping his mouth action *
Me&Kenneth * laughing like hell *
( we all know it can le )
damn damn funny lah!

Than mingkiat said that got blue chalk on his face.
Zheyee draw one. Hahah! Dont know? who knows man.
Laughhhhhhhh!
Left the place around 8plus.
Zheyee walked home.
Gimkee went to top up his ez-link card.
Boarded 21 & home for everybody.
Both of us went to buy packet food home.
Got home watched ugly betty & amercian's next top model.
Well , meg was out today.
AJ is always in man, weeeeeeeeeeee ! :D
Slept after the show than.

Today/Monday

I download avril's new album songs.
All of them, All of them! :D
You can ask from me if you want to. Ha!
Step up programme today was enjoy.
Not really enjoy but it was okay.
At least we did not need to study!
Left school at 9.30 after recess.
Headed to breakthrough mission (drug center)
I kept wanting to sleep while listening to him.
Gosh, enjoyed dragon boat today only.
Hah, keep sleeping on the bus.
On the bus listen to music than sleep le.
Met boy & went to have dinner at school there.
Boarded 228 & saw both nu'er on the bus (zheyee&beehwa)
Hah! Than slack downstair for very long & home.

Avril Lavinge - When you're gone

20th April 2007.

2007-04-20T22:00:00.000-07:00

Wednesday

I forgot what happen actually, hah!

Thursday

I had oral & i guess it suck :/
Lol, ate lunch with rou&steph
Than left school with koli, jess, wanyu to meet boy.
Bus down to pasir ris & went whitesands.
Saw clarabel & xueqian at foodcourt studying -.-
We ate than slack there & went to walk around.
Bought my seventeen magazine & read finish when rainbows end & you could do better.
After that took bus back homed.

Today/Friday

Ended school at 12.30
Headed to tamp after school.
Mingkiat, gimkee, junhui, rouyin, shishi.
Went to get mingkiat's stuff & went toys r us.
Ha! After that boy came & i went with him.
Saw ruth&wanhui too at tamp.
Than all of them went back to school.
As 3a2 having remedial at 2.30pm.
Had lunch with him at LJS saw alia, suhail & co.
Ate, slack, talked, drank, play, blahx3
Walked around cs than walked to inter.
Boarded shutter bus down to ikea, giant, courts place.
Saw shuzhen & her friend, sandy on the bus.
Then we dropped off at ikea.
Walked around & see stuffs.
While if I do get my own room,
I'm gonna decorate it till the way I like it (:
As I've rememebred what I wanna get alrd for my room.
Ahahahah! :D Whatever.
We kept playing & laughing like moroons luh.
Than bought icecream & hotdog.
Boarded shutter bus & back to tamp inter.
Saw malays damaians whom i knew.
But I don't know their name, ahhh! Forgot man.
Sorry girls >):
After that went to inter,
Saw junice darling & jiayu & nicky.
Hah! Went to board 8 & the bus driver cute lah.
Hahah! Dropped at ngee ann sec.
Went in to find his coach & juniors.
After that headed to macc & slack.
Left the place around 6plus & home sweet home.

& i'm hungry now.
the last meal i had was 2pm. ha!

I looked at all our double wide grins
& there was something that's missing?
The past us & now its just somehow different.
I hope nothing falls apart.

17th April 2007.

2007-04-17T22:40:00.000-07:00

Monday

Got ' when the rainbow ends ' storybook from zheyee, thanks!
Had step up as usual & it was okay for the games lol.
Met boy outside school after that & laopo went home.
So we headed down to bedok inter & had so-called lunch?
Walked over to princess to catch movie, tmnt !
Saw sweetie, meijing they all at pasar malam.
Than saw junjie, vernon they all at princess.
Hah! The movie started at 5.30 & ya not many people.
Plus we got the biggest cinema of all lol.
Headed home after the movie & yes, we're just so tired.

Today/Tuesday

What a long day.
Got ' you could do better ' storybook from mery, thanks!
I hope I can really do well for emaths, I'm confident :D
I kept reading the book ' where the rainbow ends ' its not bad.
But still i prefer ' my best friend's girl ' :D
Oh wells, after school waited for the guzheng girls.
They talked than I was at there making lot of noise, lol
The three guys came to look for us & we left school.
Headed to school coffeshop & started to rain drizzly.
Saw number of damaians there uh.
Had lunch & bubble tea as usual.
Went to block there to play cards, listen&sing songs as usual.
Left around 4.30 somehow & me,shi,ting left for mac while they went home.
Boy was on the bus & did not realise that, ahah he went home.
Laugh alot at mac cause of lim shi shi -.- ass! >[:
Darling, jaslene, cheehao, hsinray, minhui was doing canoeing thingy.
& alot of damaians too at there,. Hah!
Darling said she lending me a book & i'll be lending her one too.
So its like we're exchanging books, ahah love!
Left for home around 6.30pm & had dinner.
Watch all my television shows & online.
Boy's mugging now.
Dear susanna & I are exchanging songs + chatting.
Desmond chua said that we're always seeing each other.
Yes, I realised it too, everywhere I head will meet till him. ahah!

& loving you - lee something something de
& ling chen san dian zhong - zhang zhi chen
* both of this songs are nice! love!

Its hard to pretend that everything is perfect when it isn't at all.

15th April 2007.

2007-04-15T22:05:00.000-07:00

Friday

Went to roofy's house after school.
Watched 300 & there's abit of nudity, eww!
There was her, me, wanhui, elroy.
I fall asleep while watching it, cause damn boring.
After the movie, watch ants bully -.- boring too!
Than watch televsion & there was achar showing.
Haha, damn funny lah. Me & roofy keep laughing.
Lol, watch shows than I use computer.
Than after that left went to kfc,
me&elroy went to wait for bus quite sometime & boarded 40
While wanhui waited for his bus 14.
Changed bus 60 & homed after that.

Just what do you want? ):

Saturday

Woke up around 12.30pm
Than rush rush & met him at 2 like that.
We went to town, far east first.
Than walked walked to paragon.
Found anna sui's first edition perfume.
Am still considering wanna get that not.
As have been finding that for quite sometime alrd.
Hah! Walked to hereen after that.
Saw kiat, suvin, liat, shirui at hereen.
Have no idea whether did they saw us.
Cause I was somehow hiding too,. Hah! =X
Whatever, went to hmtp? think so.
Found ashley tisdale cd, yay!
Anw, downloading all her songs on limewire =X
Oh wells, her songs are okay.
I think vanessa hudgens are not bad too, lose your love ~
Walked over the cine & went to foodcourt.
Sat there for drinks.
Waited for terry&yuhan's decision for the movie.
Waited & Waited, than we headed down to bedok.
Waited at princess's mac for both of them.
Met chewjunyang & he's still the same. Haha.
Walked around than the two guys had dinner.
After that terry fetch yuhan home & he went home.
While both of us went to slack like -.-
Boarded 228 & dropped at his house area.
Sat at bus-stop & talked talked talked.
We talked alot, too much to say. Haha!
Went home around 12midnight (:
Today was love!

Today/Sunday

Got up & watched television.
Everday I'm watching television alrd.
& now it has become part of my life (:
Wells, there's american next top model, hoho!
Headed down to sbc to watch the guys last match.
Oh wells, at least they put in effort (: wonderful guys!
Boy played ball with raymond & won. hah
Than shoot shoot here & there than cab to his house.
He went up to shower while i wait downstair.
Headed to mac after that & studied.
Yes, i did study my social studies (:
Just think will pass tmr if i take raj's test. Hah.
Whatever, does not matter lah. LOl
Met his friend, pingchong.
Saw many friends there, china duck & co.
Ohya, saw monster & her bf.
Gosh, miss her eh! ): Everlasting man with boy! :D
BlahsBlahsBlahs. Boring now lah!
Left the place around 9 & homed.
I love boy!

Wells, i just miss those days.

12th April 2007.

2007-04-12T22:35:00.000-07:00

It has been 4 days I've blog alrd.
Now am blogging ya. But am actually lazy too.
So short post, & boring too (:

School's doing fine,
Guess the same word I always use ' boring '
Things don't always look as they seem.
I just hope we girlfriends do get back together soon.
I understand you girls are having guides everday.
& yah, maybe next week we'll be out together?
Who knows, Haha!
When you love someone, you'll do anything you can to keep them with you
& yes, we're all gonna keep each other :D

Had chinese oral today & ya, quite okay.
Now I'm afraid of my english, gosh la ); cries.
Chinese seems to be so much easier than english like .. can!
Alrights, whatever.
Met baby today at tamp & he had lunch.
Saw venice today! :D
Ohmy, when she saw me, her reaction was big.
Haha, damn funny & cute lah!
Plus I miss her much, go out soon ya!
& ya, miss connie ho too!

I'm learning malay words now.
Hoho! Gonna say to boy man! :D
Hahaha, asked alot of money & got some le.
Thanks for those who help :D Hoho ~
& talked to handsome rahman, misses okay!
:D you're always that handsome since pri uh.
AHAHAHA :D I love talking to him.
I just feel i can share anything with him?
I dont know why, though we're not that close.
Takecare still friend ~

I love my girlfriends/boyfriends forever!

8th April 2007.

2007-04-08T22:35:00.000-07:00

Girlfriend by avril lavinge its a great song! :D

Friday

Went out with boy to boon lay first.
Than marina, than suntec.
I actually forgot what we did.
Paisehs, stm.

Saturday

Headed to vivo with jieting, mingkiat, keewee.
Walked & Walked & Walked.
Bought my jelly beans & marshmellows from candy empire.
Bought dougnuts (: nice!
Than bought bought of the guys' gf present.
Train to paya lebar to grandlink for pool.
Pool was great today! :D
Keewee lost all the games, HAH.
I won mk twice/thrice, won kw thrice/four.
Mk won me twice? Hah. Saddening ):
I'm gonna improve my pool, woohoo!
Left at 7 like that, saw yida at bus stop.
Mk waited for 7, while we boarded 197 to bedok.
Met belle & xinyun on the bus, prettaye ladies (:
Well they're on their way to parkway.
Laugh alot on the bus, cause of what we're talking about.
The jieting laugh till everybody on the bus bekchek & so paisehs la.
Me & keewee covered our face -.-
Got there & keewee left for grandpa's house.
Me & Jieting went to buy food to eat.
Went to 504 there sit down & talked.
Called nelson come down peied us.
& yes, we talked alot & laughed alot too.
Since been a long time that I've laugh my ass out.
Left at 10pm & went home.
While boy stayed to play ball & have dinner.
Susanna was there & I missed the chance to see/talk to her ):
Watched thirteen ghosts & finished around 12plus.
Than watched wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai than motormouth.
Wanted to watch I still know what you did last summer,
But mum did not allowed ): Was showing 2.40am. Hah!
Talked to him on the phone for hours, 1plus till 4am somehow.
Nights!

Today/Sunday

Woke up in the afternoon.
Headed to downstairs mac to study.
I got there early & read my book first.
I still have 100+ to go man )':
Talked, eat, play, do work.
I did nothing much only maths question.
I kept playing with my phone,
Listen to songs, Watched mtvs.
Hah! && he kept doing his maths.
OH wells, I know how to do Amaths questions (:
COOL STUFF. HAHAHAHA.
Left there at 8plus & homed.
Saw number of damaians, chest&jx, guobin&co.
Knowing that tomorrow would be monday,
Just feel so shag. I dont wanna go school.
I hope its a weekend tmr man.
I wanna sleep late & wake up late la!
Whatever la, school just sucks & bored.
Avril lavigne's album is coming out, I wanna buy!
Still considering, hah!
Oh wells, I wanna watch girlfriend mtv :DDDD

I didn't choose this way.
What on earth is going on.

5th March 2007.

2007-04-05T23:10:00.000-07:00

HAPPY ONE MONTH , BOY !

& I wont stand it if we're broken apart

-

Haven't been blogging since saturday,
& its thursday alrd :/
Oh wells, school is still the same as ever.
& guess its getting more & more boring.
I just don't enjoy school at all now.
Everything's just not the way it was suppose to be.
Just so everything luh.

Its good friday tmr & no school.
& guess not going anywhere or else stay home?
That'd be so effin fugging boring lah!
Ain't going to play pool with the guys I guess?
Not sure, most probably not.
I don't know.

These days ain't meeting boy like as usual le.
He's just so caught up with school activities ):
Met him on tues & wed that's all I guess.
The rest of the days coming I'm not sure.
Oh wells still, this relationship's still going on & on.
Nothing has happen & yes, am glad about that.

Sometimes, while there seems nothing else i could do around.
I would think & reflect how a person i actually am.
Yet as i dig deeper, i can't define my personality at all.
Who can, nobody?
Because one changes all the time like how the earth rotates.
Circumstances leads to actions.
Is this bad? is it bad? think about it
It's actually a chain reaction isn't it.
Strange as it seems,
But i can only reach a certain level of understanding
As i see my various reactions on various situations,
My way of handling and doing things.
My way of reading into stuffs.
Just so why.

31st March 2007.

2007-03-31T00:20:00.000-07:00

Thursday

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY NG GIM KEE :D

May all ur wishes come true, friends forver! :D

When to eat & cut hair after school ,
& the girls said next time if they cutting hair must call me go.
Cause I'm the one telling the person how to cut not themself -.-
Hahah! Rouyin one like okayokay, not much any different.
Steph one got different, fringe short & trim.
Mine's trim & fringe abit short too. Haha!
Next time will be cutting at meijing's house there.
After that went home le.

Friday

Forget what happen in school le.
Did nothing much either.
When to see raj after school & was being warned.
After school when to eat & canteen,
Than sat at bus stop with shi & rashidah than went home.
Got home & slept as was not feeling well.
Woke up had dinner watch movies on star movies & hbo.
Online as usual but lazy to blog.
Chatted with nu'er on the phone >[:
& after that dear on the phone.
2am went down to eat mac with him & went home.
Hah!

Saturday

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY HUANG KEE WEE :D

May you & ur girl everlasting ya,
Takecare always (: all the best.

Slept at 4am & woke up at 12pm.
So that means 8 hours of sleep.
For him only 3 hours as had to go to school.
Met him at 1.45 supposingly but i was late, met at 2.30
Hah! Sorry to keep you waiting.
Boarded bus65 & sat all the way to harbour front.
Went to vivocity & walked around & round.
The place is big, not very big just big that's all.
Went to num & try to decide what bag I wanted.
Kept thinking, either the 129 or 149 or 169.
Ahhhhhhhh! At least raise till the 129 amount first.
Hah! Its counting & counting ..
Headed down to suntec city for dinner, we had korean food.
Hah! Damn the beef was not nice, the foodcourt one's nicer can.
Hah! He tried to eat the octopus as he had not tried before, lols.
Went to walk around & bought ben&jerry's ice cream than shutter bus to cityhall.
Hah! He let an auntie sit than then auntie paiseh & say sorry those to us.
Haha! The auntie veery cute & nice as she gave me tissues to wipe the icecream -.-
Hah! Boarded the train homed & got one girl on the train talk so loud,
damn hell annoying & irritating luh. Lols.
Bus home after that, saw gimkee junhui mingkiat yinyi at void deck.
& homed.

Thanks for everything boy! >[:

28th March 2007.

2007-03-28T21:45:00.000-07:00

I'm dead beat with everything.
It annoys me when I can't stay awake
& pay attention during lessons.
My heart's been such a pain for these days.
It felt so different, like though a thousand of knives had pierce through me.
It ain't like the normal kind of pain you would get. It was odd.
Can someone lift my spirits & reward me a better mood?
How I wish everything did not change?
I, me, you, her, him, you, her, him etc. everyone! blahx3
Humans , are never perfect including me & you.
Ignorance is a bliss.
These days I thought myself who my true friends were?
I don't know , I really don't know.
The someone whom I've trusted so much ,
Yet she turned her back against me? Why oh why.
I'm just so disappointed & broken in the inside.

There is a limit to how long tears can be held back.

27th March 2007.

2007-03-27T21:40:00.000-07:00

I don't know what you treat me as.
A waste item or /
When you need me you'll come to me.
When you don't need me you'll just ignore me.
I've been treated this way by you like alot of times?
You talked to me, I gave in & talk back?
You said sorry, I said nevermind.
Now I'm treated like that , ignored.
What's the hell wrong is you?
Do you know you've change so much?
I don't know what's going on between us now.
I can't face reality, its just so painful.
School's nuts, Class's in a mess, Friends flying away?
What on earth is happening round us.
Has nobody realise what's going on?
Guess that now only me, her, him knows.
Don't leave us please , kor don't please.
When you told me & her , we cried our heart out.
You said even though you leave us, it will be nothing?
No, don't ever think that way.
You trusted us so much & sharing with us everything.
You believed in us, don't thank us.
But we should be the one thanking you for trusting us so much.
I really don't know what to say.
I have too much to say, too much to say.
Things happen once for all in a day.

A Bad day.

26th March 2007.

2007-03-26T22:00:00.000-07:00

Sunday

Woke up at 1plus than chatted with mum.
School, studies, relationship, future, work, & etc.
Hah! Mum's funny lah can.
She said in 3 years time we'll be going to usa.
Than ask boy to tag along with us.
Hahaha! I told boy about it & he laughed >[:
I hope we'll last till that long yah,
& go usa, yay! :D
Stayed at home till evening.
Than went downstairs to buy stuffs,
& went over to his house.
Watched the jue dui superstar concert -.-
Stayed till 9plus than went home.
I never eat for whole day except for mee soto that's all.
How interesting & suprising right.

Today/Monday

Was raining early in the morning.
Got down at school bus stop, it poured.
Waiting for sometime & got on the cab.
Feli & kaiyan inside the cab than both me&elvi got in.
Got to school & kaiyan kept screaming she's not wet.
She was super high. Hah!
School was no comments today. fcuk!
I did not enjoy school today at all ?
After school had step up programme & felt better.
Got joycelin number, she's nice lah! >[:
Really understand & know how to communicate with us.
Guess she's one of the youngest there as she's a jc student.
Hah! Will be going to sentosa with her, yay! :D
But donnno when? Hah! See how lah hor.
Took bus65 with dee & su >[: laugh alot.
They're actually nice & fun people. Haha!
Got down & change to bus 8 to ngee ann.
The weather was damn hell hot,burning like hell.
Met him slack at bus stop than terry & co. came.
They left first while we went to another bus stop to toa payoh.
The journey was long or a distance somehow. Hah!
Kept deciding where to head for dinner, here&there.
In the end, end ourself up in MOS burger.
Had teriyaki burget seal meal for both of us + apple pie.
Two bungs sat beside us -.-
Than we went to walk around courts, waited for 8.
Many people on the bus slowly than was tired somehow.
After that got down , walked home & yap that's all.
Goodluck for tmr's match ngee ann! Jiayou!
Till then.

& goodnights.

24th March 2007.

2007-03-24T00:20:00.000-07:00

Friday

School was alright, boring anw.
Its standard, school is boring for me almost everyday.
After school headed down to tamp.
Met him & caught Mr.Bean Holidays movie.
Both of us think the movie suck, not nice? Hah!
What the advertisment showed did not appear in the movie?
The one where he spilled the coffee & licked the laptop?
Hah! Damn jiao lah.
After movie went walking round & round & round.
Slacked here & there.
Saw many people, his friends&my friends.
Stayed at the inter there sit down.
Than headed to kfc for dinner, & boarded bus 65 home.
He's alone at home with his grandmother.
Parents & sis went overseas. Hah!
Will be back in tues. I wish I could pei him luh.
Chatted with him on the phone, somehow I was quiet.
I don't know why? Hah, but forgive&forget uh.
Slept at 1am plus.

Today/Saturday

Woke up at 9 actually but tried to drag till 9.30
Hah! Was tired, very very tired.
Pack my bag & changed & stuffs than head out.
Bought the thing that xiaoben wanted & bus to bedok.
Met the rest & had breakfast while waiting for gimkee.
Headed down to harbour front, bus to sentosa.
Same location to palawan beach & found a shady spot.
Played volellyball & it was hot but fun!
If only damai had volleyball too, It was another option of mine.
Played water today & everyone was down in the water.
Played with sands, threw here & there, attack here & there.
Mingkiat & Zheyee LC in the water & there were witness.
Hah! Force to or own will? Hmmmms.
Played for quite sometime & refresh ourself after that.
Slacked at the sitting area there to fill our stomach up.
As all of us were munching on food bought from 7eleven.
Kept deciding where to head after we leave sentosa.
So in the end decision was made.
I went to met dear, terry, amos at bugis.
Sweetie & co. went to lido to catch the movie ' haunted school '
While xiaoben went to bedok donno do what.
Reflecting about the outing to sentosa today.
I felt it was different , just so different.
Oh wells, just get over with it.

Met the threesome & headed for pool.
Dear said that when they see me they'll think of pool.
Hah! Cool stuff right, haha!
Anw, won terry tan once & tie once >[:
Amos tan today was special, lost him by one/two balls always.
Dont worry next time i'll defeat you, muahaha!
After 2hours of pool headed for dinner
while amos went to grandma's house for dinner,
terry went to met yuhan for dinner I guess?
We had yoshinoya & it was filling of course.
Both of us kept giving compliments on people.
Actually it meant that kept saying about people.
The way they dressed, walked, & yea.
Hah! It was ridiculious & funny luh.
Left the place around 9 & train to eunos.
When we boarded the train back to my house bus stop,
He kept playing psp / nba game. Hah!
Hang around for awhile & homed

Currently am addict to the song 对你的爱
The song is nice, yes damn nice!
>[:

I hate the weather now, its scary.
I'm alrd afraid of thunder/lightning.
Now its a thunderstorm & I don't like the sound.
Suddenly it stop, & I hope it will remain like that.
How I wish you're just right beside me now.
I just want to curl up in bed in your arms throughout the night.

& goodnights.

22nd March 2007.

2007-03-22T22:40:00.000-07:00

Wednesday

I forgot what happen in school.
I just know every single day I laugh my ass out.
Forget it, I'm stm.
Just know that went to fetch baby at school,
Met his friends & coach. Hah!
Than went homed , his sis&him funny luh.
Oh wells, bye.

Today / Thursday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELVIRA :D

Goodluck to limmingkiat & leezheyee :D
My daughter has a boyfriend = I have a son! Hah!
Now am looking at people's livejournal.
They're actually somehow kinda intresting.
I feel live journal seems nicer than blogger?
Don't know, oh whatever.
Just so bored with the skin I'm using.
Oh so wanna change skin badly & make it simple plain.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
I miss you badly you pig head >]:
But am happy than able to see you tmr!
Yay! :D

Mum was weird :/
Mum : Last time when I was 18 or 19 years old I meet uncle peter
& he became my bf + dancing parnter.
Mum : See you're so fat , go learn dancing / rock&roll lah.
Me : I know I'm fat can. Who ask you last time drop me out from ballet.
Mum : You fat go learn dancing lah. Ask ur bf be ur parnter.
As rock&roll needs a partner.
Me : He be my parnter? Haha. Siao ah.
Mum : -.- walks away.

For your info,
My mum & dad were dancers when they're young.
Mum started dancing when she's was studying still like 17.
Dad I have no idea. Oh wells, how intresting can it be.
& I was a ballerina before? Nobody can see that through me.
I told pig about it & he said cant see that plus HAHAHAHAHA -.-
Oh wells, how cool right ~ Hahaha!

Sometimes I wish things were so much clearer, easier & simpler.

20th March 2007.

2007-03-20T22:30:00.000-07:00

Sunday

Sentosa trip! :D
Early morning woke up at 9 ,
Met zihao on the bus to bedok inter to meet the rest.
People : koli, xiaoben, darren, mingkiat, zihao, jieting & me >[:
Had breakfast - boiled eggs & ice milo.
Train down to harbour front & boarded sentosa bus.
You know what on the train & bus we're real noisy.
Can say we're uncivilised people! HAH.
Played musics loudly on the train & buses, & everywhere we went.
Hah! Oh so whatever, fun! >[:
Paid $3 for entry fee than bus down to palangwang beach.
Bought mat & beach ball as no one of brought things to sit/play with.
Found a shady spot but somehow it was still hot.
Met jason & his gf twice, once at bedok inter eating & twice at sentosa.
So coincidence, plus they near to us only. Hah!
Me, darren & mingkiat played the beach ball
& the wind kept blowing it away luh.
So bek chek till they went down to play water.
If only we had bought the volleyball , hah! I want to play can!
Me, zihao, jieting did not went into the water.
But me & haopengyou kept walking here & there.
Bought stuffs from 7eleven sat down & ate.
Listen to songs & chatted & laughed of course.
Hah! He became my haopengyou the day before [:
Buried koli & darren & xiaoben in the sand.
One by One.
Played till donno what time than went to shower, get refresh.
Boarded bus back to the entrance than boarded sentosa bus back.
Trained down to tampines & had dinner with them.
The cavana black pepper beef with rice is real spicy can.
Me & darren ate the same thing & said it was spicy. Hah!
Met him at mrt station & they all disiao him.
Kept saying bye jie-fu & mei-fu. Hah!
Headed down to suntec to catch movie ' the haunted school ' at 7.45pm
As there weren't any other locations having an earlier time.
Then no choice had to go down there to watch,
The show was okay lah. Digusting somehow abit -
After the movie went looking for places to eat as he was hungry.
So walked city link than he bought breads to eat.
Train down to eunos than bus back home.

Though it was tiring & sunny day but still we had fun .
Let's go this weekend again with more people! :D

Monday

Did not went for netball training as kept having cramps.
& yes, it was real pain.
From morning till step up programme, I dont know why?
Junhui was having it too. Hah!
Forgot what happen in school , stm!
Step up programme was okay lah?
Met steph, koli, rouyin at mama shop.
Than headed down to petal mac to eat while laopo went home.
Junhui, gimkee, mingkiat came along too.
Rouyin went home first than junhui tag along with her to pei her.
While left 4 of us & talk for awhile after that left.
Slowly cramps got better & went to fetch him.
Took bus8 to his school & waited at the void deck for 1 & an half hour.
As he was having training & ended at 7 somehow.
Took bus 59 back home & dropped at his house bus stop.
Thanks for fetching me home anw dear though you're tired >[:

Today / Tuesday

It was sports day & was boring!
Was bek chek alot of times, dont know why.
Ran 8x50m class relay & 3A1 got first :D 1st eh!
Me, meijing, koli kept laughing as koli scream damn funny.
Hah! High pitch & with ' that ' look, hah!
After sports day than went opposite blog cause of that thing.
Damn bek chek & dulan lah.
Made him wait & wait for me, so guilty can.
& in the end met him at tamp inter, sorry boy.
Had long john silver with him while the rest ate at foodcourt.
Then they all kept disiaoing him shake hands all these.
But at least boy was socializing with them, hah!
After dinner went to walk around & saw many damaians.
Saw both besties >[: hah!
& yah, thanks to hong bestie for the bear keychain.
Its very adorable & I love it >[: Thankyou!
The other one for her right, hahahaha.
Walked here & there than went to inter.
Bunch of ngee anns were looking at us but he didn't know them.
Oh whatever, waited for bus number 8 homed.
Met his friend on the bus & he was real funny lah the friend. Hah!
Thanks for accompany home though you're tired as I can see.
Thanks dear! <3

17 days ~

17th March 2007.

2007-03-17T22:15:00.000-07:00

Morning woke up used computer ard 12pm.
Went to met mingkiat & company at mac.
Sorry that I was late ah! :/
Met gimkee at bus-stop ,
Saw the two yan sisters going for tution.
Walked all the way to the back to wait for 59.
Headed down to toa payoh hub to watch auditions.
Went looking around for it & found it at the shopping mall area.
There was dozens of people, damn lots of people la!
Damn hell hot can, the weather plus i'm wearing jacket too -.-
Hah! Saw xiaokim & grace & they hang with us for awhile.
Heard from them they're auditioning tmr at 12pm eh.
There'll be cassandra, grace, xiaokim, cetrina, peier.
Darren, xiaoben, koli came down to find us.
Koli was hungry so she, xiaoben, mingkiat, gimkee went to eat.
While me, jieting, junhui, darren, xiaokim, grace stay to watch.
Then both of the girls left home while we stayed.
Bought drinks & sushi to eat & cabbed down to bedok inter.
The thing still not settle yet damn bek chek lah.
Than slack slack slack at donno where,
Then headed to multi storey carpark slack & trained.
Headed pizza hut for dinner with family.
But I ate 1 pizza & 4 drumlets & drank soup.
Went back to find them & slack till 8plus & went to find family.
Dad fetched darren & jieting homed.
& tmr going to sentosa! yay! :D
let's enjoy people & meeting dear for dinner tmr ba :D

& goodnights ~

16th March 2007.

2007-03-16T00:00:00.000-07:00

thursday

Had breakfast again with the guys at my house nearby.
Went to a malay coffeeshop eat.
Headed to school for our remedials.
Went to find 3a2 first than remedials.
Digusting one came to school so pathetic & wore makeup too.
Its school not fashion school though you wanna make ur eyes big!
:/ oh whatever don't give a damn to you.
Remedial was okay during physics (mrs ng)
Than chemistry suck -.- ruth got demoralised?
Hah! I don't know what I'm saying, damn nazrul stupid!
Met girlfriends at mama & headed to tamp to eat.
Laopo went home as her mum asked her to.
Jieting was having guzheng too.
Had kfc & we laughed alot at mac.
& really laugh alot okay! :D
Yan,fel,ron,aldrich came & sat beside us.
We left & roamed around centruy square toilet.
Rotted at there, nothing to do at all.
Saw belle&siew in the toilet, hah!
Two young prettaye ladies :D
Met wanyu jessica they all too & they chat chat chat.
Saw susanne & friends, said hi to her. Hah!
Went to basement to get meijing stuffs she had too.
Headed to interchange & met dear headed down to parkway.
We walked, talked, eat, laugh, run, smile, hah!
Bus 15 home & waited for bus 60.
We missed two 60 as damn hell lot of people.
Than boarded the third 60 which came.
Slacked for awhile & off i went home.

today/friday

I miss fendi & kenneth ):
Go out soon okay, threesome!
Went to IKEA with sweetie today.
Bought the frame I needed to do something (:
Than ate hotdogs + soft drinks costing $1.70 only.
Both DIAM chocolates & yes, its nice!
For a very long time, I did not had the taste of it till today!
Shutter bus back to tampines mrt station & watched 3on3.
Him & company of friends were at the stage watching.
Met him & bus back to school for training while he headed home.
Did nothing much today but talked alot with kaiyan. Hah!
After training met kor, di, sweetie at mama.
Headed to bedok inter to have dinner.
Ate varitey of dishes, kor&di paid for the four of us.
Thanks for the dinner just now! :D
Than something crop up.
Phone calls here & there & everywhere.
Dinner was filling & damn hell full lah.
Sweetie&me went to walk around & look for the person for zihao.
Hah! Damn that person kaopei lah go&die.
Went to multi storey carpark to the top floor which was seven.
It was windy & dark too. Hah!
Then me, sweetie, darren went home & the rest went to gaming x place.
Met dear at mac to get my frame back.
Saw candice&baoxian on their way home.
Than met cheston&shawn back on my way home.
Than now homed & nothing to do.
He's at mac studying, messaging him anw.

& goodnights.

14th March 2007.

2007-03-14T23:45:00.000-07:00

Had macdonald's big breakfast at 8am.
Darren, elroy, xiaoben, mingkiat, jieting, gimkee.
Headed to school when everyone's done.
POA was boring as we did not pay attention.
Only xiaoben&elroy was paying attention?
We're playing with our handphone, chatting, eating etc.
If i ever see that guy who whack naikhee,
I'm gonna beat till the wits out of him man.
How bastard can he be to just whack someone please.
First place we're playing water bombs which means you're suppose to bomb people.
& naikhee throw the bomb at you,
You just use the pole to whack him
People do have eyes to see you whack him.
School reopen I hope you will die in peace.
* clapppppppppppppps , hoorays! *
If you dare to hit a girl , you better watch out.

Called sweetie up & she came down to look for us.
Acc me home to changed for netball training.
Its a long story & wouldn't want to talk/explain.
Consideration of getting into netball & backing out of canoe?
Yay! Your ankle shall get well soon yah, rachel (:
Went to bubble tea & met dear after that.
Thanks for crawling out of ur precious bed to acc me home.
& slack awhile at the playground & what do I get in return?
5 mosquito bites & a goodbye only! ):
But still you're love by me, always! :D
Editing photos now, they're lovely I feel (:

& goodnights ~

13th March 2007.

2007-03-13T23:00:00.000-07:00

I know my english ain't that good enough or that fluent.
I understand, & you understand that's it ~
Raftly now I'm trying to blog properly,
Trying to change my way of blogging now.
Plus I've to change blogskin, this is way boring already.
Hah!

Suddenly things flash back in my mind.
Reading all my old post & the way I post now.
Yes, its different of course.
As we tend to grow older we learn how forgive/forget etc.
With each passing day that goes by, we get to learn new stuffs.
I'm trying how to be a better person from today onwards?
Why can't I try to be a better person?
What I'm blogging here now, doesn't mean I will do what I've said.
I know there's a phrase called ' like for who am i '
I know if somebody loves you, he/she will just like/love no matter who you are.
No matter you're that pretty, evil, ugly, mean, etc.
Just like/love someone for who they are born to be I guess.

Likewise, people make mistakes,.
& it's beautiful when they start to learn/repent from their mistakes.
I've made mistakes & was mercifully given chances rather then to get pinned down.
Everyone makes mistakes, no one can be into a perfection state.
Even a young child makes mistakes & from the mistakes,
They learn after having known what's wrong and what's right.
To me, it's perfectly fine to place trust in people.
That's what we are living for,
& if the person chooses to shoot it through with a dart,
At least we know that we gave our best to him/her
& continue moving on with no regrets.

-

Let's not look at the top post,
Rubbish oh just rubbish!
Met baby & headed to bugis first.
Walked around & walked to suntec.
Suntec than we played arcade & blahs.
Than went to marina square than met terry&gf.
Bought ' the messengers ' tickets at 7.10
& headed to burger king as terry wanted to eat -.-
Watched the movie & it was okay. Hah!
Ate long john after that & went home.
Sent me home & he ............. , thankyou boy! :D loves!
I feel very honoured & happy of course, *smiling*
Gosh, have to wake up 7am -.- damn early lah.
Just to eat breakfast at petal's mac & head for POA.
Tmd de ~

& goodnights.

12th March 2007.

2007-03-12T20:30:00.000-07:00

Its a boring day!
Decided to call people out to do homework early in the morning at 9plus (:
In the end only me&sweetie do nia. Hah!
There was me, koli, xiaoben, darren, ruth, steph, mingkiat beginning.
Afterwards feli came first than gimkee, gabriel, junhui came too.
The rest I don't know die where liaooo.
Did nothing much but thought of what songs to dance & blahx!
Feli left to meet clara etc.
Saw cedrick, mingjie, siengphong & chatted with them.
Jacky msg me & told me had chalet today asking me to go down.
But I didn't want to as go there also zuo bo? hah!
There was only him, ahkiat, ahliat today.
Guess tomorrow there'll be more people going down.
The guys pangseh us go gamble at void deck while we girls went mac.
Afterwards steph jiu leave for home.
Than pei ruth wait for bus as she went to meet friends.
While left me&sweetie plus the guys.
Played djmax for awhile , xiaoben&darren jiu left,
As xiaoben went to change phone & darren peied him.
Mingkiat left too as he had family gathering.
Then the guys gamble gamble gamble & the're so noisy.
Kept interrupting me phone call eh :/
Slacked there & played cards jiu went home.
All of them pei me go home :D thank guys!
There was koli, gabriel, junhui, gimkee.
Got home watched hua yang shao nian shao nu & had dinner too.
Bath & now online, itunes something wrong lah, fcuk!
I wonder where'd he go & heading where tmr.
As have decided not to go for training, damns!

Loves.

11th March 2007.

2007-03-11T23:15:00.000-07:00

It has been 5 days since the last post till now.
Hah! I'm lazy to blog luh.
Wed-Fri had sec3 camp yah (7,8,9)

Friday.

Was happy went everyone left camp.
Hah! On the bus almost everyone sleeping -.-
Than I'm singing on the bus -.- boring lah!
Arrived at school than went hall take our stuffs.
Everybody slack at hall, than our side here got two person romantic lah.
Chan Rouyin & Gabriel Koh!
At there hold hands & blah. hah!
Than all of us put the powder, play here there.
Than the guys left cause of smth, we girls went to eat at canteen.
After that all cab home as we called cab.
Nobody was at home -.-
Waited for him to changed & back home all those.
Cause while I was at home, He was still at school having test.
Met him at 3 plus than bus to eunos.
Train to cityhall , walked to suntec & no movies to watch.
Walked to marina, stood there for sometime deciding what to watch.
While leaving the cinema, saw kaiyan they all
There was kaiyan, feli, hsinray, aldrich, rithy.
Ruth&Wanhui don't know die where liao. Hah!
Than went walking around doing nothing.
In the end , did not watch movie yet we had BREEKS.
He worked there before so gave face & had dinner there.
I forgot the names both of us had,
I just remembered the desert was omfg lah!
BIG BIG BIG BIG ICE CREAM MIXED.
Both of us were like sick & ate that -.- can you imagine man.
Left & after that went to esplanade?
Watch shows & listen to songs/performances.
That band which was performing that night, the songs were nice!
I wonder where I can find their songs as I forgot everything.
Hah! STM lah :/ Slack for awhile, listen to songs.
Commented on people who walked passed us.
Left around 9plus, walked to city hall & train homed.
I forgot what happen but so sent me home anw.
Thanks for dinner & everything dear! <3 loves.

Saturday.

Woke up at 2 like that & online?
Was real bored at home till can rot ah.
Now my face is rotted -.- peeling skin man, fcuk camp!
In the end went out with jieting&koli :D
We're late & made sweetie wait for us, paisehs.
Kept deciding what to eat & ended in yoshinoya :D
Me&sweetie kept laughing in there, cause of ting.
Hah! Took neos than walk here & there.
We took neos twice & both suck okay.
Wasted money, damn machines.
After everything decided to went home.
Me&Jieting ran for the bus, damn tired. Haha!
Plus weiting was on the bus & i didn't saw her, paisehs.
Met him at bus-stop pei him eat dinner, pathetic him ate porridge.
Went to 7eleven bought stuffs for ourself than home.
Watched liu xing hua yuan as missed the morning one.
Than he called me & chatted on the phone & goodnights.

Today/Sunday.

My skin got better somehow?
Put donno what than went out,
Made my skin look better not that obvious.
Met him at bus-stop at 1 than bus to tampines met ck.
Boarded train & bangalahs boarded at tanah merah.
Damn banglahs lah stare & stare, dig your eyes out ah. kp!
Carmen hop on the train at dhouby ghuat than met at somerset.
Walked to cine than deciding what movie to watch & ended up with music&lyrics.
After the show went to hereen had wanton mee,
Me&Carm waited for seats while both guys went to sit aside, lazy.
Sat down finish the food & walked around.
Stood outside action city & donno do what.
Than went to starbucks area there & the two guys bought ice-cream.
Ate than ck&k tried to attract attention from 3 woman who were giving out postcards?
Kenneth recieved yet ck didn't , haha so he lost.
Walked back to somerset mrt station slowly & train to cityhall.
The two cs' left first as carmen needs to be home before 7.30
Than we two ks' sat down & deciding where to head.
In the end boarded the train & train all the way till pasir ris.
Walked whitesands for awhile & terry called.
Asking what time training starts & whether wanna go zoo on tuesday.
Funny lah he, cause amos&gf couldn't make it so called us?
Am not sure, so have to see the guys decision. Zoo eh? Haha.
Bought bubble tea & took many photos of him :D love.
Boarded bus 21 home , he slept & I listen to songs.
Sent me home & saw dad, he did not saw me.
Was going overseas today & back on friday.
Got home & told mum I had a boyfriend ,
& so she didn't say anything much yah.
At least she approve :D gnights.

Extras

` must must must LOSE WEIGHT !
` plans for tomorrow.
` try to finish homework?
` deciding not to go for tues/thurs training?
` lastly, I'm bored ~

I've got you under my skin.
ilu ❤

6th March 2007.

2007-03-06T23:00:00.000-08:00

School was boring today.
Didn't do anything much yet playing psp, smsing, talking, listening musics.
School for 3A1 today is really bored.
Assembly was damn hot & boring too.
Had chinese test after that in class & guess I'll pass.
It was 3 alrd & boy said he didn't want to do work so met him at tamp.
Something happen to my phone & i dont know why.
Couldn't contact him neither ck too.
But he said he sensed me at the alighting point & yea (:
Hah! Went foodcourt than to pastmamania as ck&carmen were in there.
But we didn't sit with them yet somewhere behind them.
Saw lots of damaian , & damn junice + jaslene -.- Bth.
He tried to learn how to play the psp game & he kept saying he pro.
But he's actually losing & didn't let me see how he played. Hah!
Loiter here & there all over tampines area.
Tm, cs, library, interchange, market ..
& boarded bus 8 , took all the way to toa payoh.
& bus 59 to his house nearby bus-stop & walked home.
Thanks for pei-ing me home & sorry that i've cried.
I love you so much! I'm tired & off to sleep.
Chatting on phone with him! :D

4th March 2007.

2007-03-04T23:20:00.000-08:00

Saturday

Had flag day early in the morning.
Woke up at 7 like that & went to meet the 2guys.
Boarded 21 & two other got up till pasir ris.
Got our things & train down to eunos.
Ate bak koot tay. I dont know how to spell.
Its free anw cause of mk's uncle.
Went to find darren's mum & friends.
Than we got alot of donation from relatives & others.
Went to mk's mum shop & had bak koot tay again.
The soup there & here its different, heres nicer! :)
Cabbed down to my house & they played cards.
Damn hell noisy & i used computer & listen to music.
All of us sang songs. hah! (: blahblahblah!
Left house & walked out to main road to hail for cab.
Damn fucking long as many people were getting cabs.
Darren & Mingkiat working hard to get cabs.
& we boarded leaving mk, jh, gk behind.
Reached whitesands & went to find ruth & co.
Slack there & chit chatted those.
Waited for pig to meet me here.
Boarded the train & ting they all headed to tamp.
While me&him headed to town to meet carmen&ck.
Walked to shaw than back to cine.
Decided not to watch movie after that -.-
& yet headed to starbucks, slack there.
Than went to hereen & walked.
Saw two of their friends, terry & amos.
Than carmen&ck left , while we left too.
Terry & amos kept imitating his actions.
Funny lah they, entertaiment.
Played pool & lost to all three of them -.-
How pathetic, I played lousy that day. Damn!
Almost won amos by one ball -.- damn him.
But wait & see, I will win the next time. Hah!
Thrash all 3 of you. Muahahahaha!
Went to food court as they ate,
& They bluffed me where they're studying & those lah.
Big fat liars, wo hen hao pian meh. Gay!
But now both also got girlfriend ler hor. Haha!
Cabbed home after that than he sent me home, love!

Today/Sunday

Sorry ignites that i did not turn up,
& i apologise but still there for you guys.
I will come back & help out alrights.
Sorry to keep you guys waiting ):

Woke up & watch liu xing hua yuan.
Use computer & met him downstairs.
Walked to bus-stop & went tamp.
Walked to cs & no time-slots.
Went to tamp & bought tickets for ghost rider.
Mum wanted the bag & yet did not sell, sads.
Slack at mac till the show time which was 4.30
The show okay lah, i almost slept as tired -.-
Bus home than went to his house as he changed.
I went home to change than watch him play ball.
& chatting with sweetie on the phone. dumb luh she.
I so wanna see her hair tmr at school , Hah! I will laugh (:
& will be going down to watch boy's match, how nice.
You will shine like a star as you said :D ilu.
Thanks sweetie for pei-ing me go down,
I love you alot okay! :D thanks.
Still thought there'd be nothing on after school tmr & take my time go down.
But yet sweetie's having poa test ,
& I'll be having step up programme.
How hating can it be to spoil my plans, shag.
After everything, pia cab go down no matter.

Fuck! I dont wanna go sec3 camp.
I wanna stay & get mc larh! :D
Wanna see the finals on thursday can.
Pengs Pengs! I don't wanna go! ):
& really heng never go bintan trip.
Or else i'll be missing you like holy much.
3 days of camp + 3/4 days of bintan trip = one week.
Can ask me go & die ar! Hah.
& dont feel like posting anymore.

& Goodnights/bye,

& Loving you were the words of the day.

2nd March 2007.

2007-03-02T22:10:00.000-08:00

Aiais :D

Girlfriends & Me <3

Chng Ee Kimberly & Poh Jie Ting

Chng Ee Kimberly & Tan Koli, Sweeties!

Foursome!

Threesome!

These are all the abnormal looking people :D

Lim Ming Kiat.

Poh Jie Ting.

Tan Koli.

Lim De Shen , MrLim's son.

Hoodle Raj.

Zahid , Khidir,
Darren Lim Zong Xian , Ng Gim Kee.

& goodnights .

2nd March 2007.

2007-03-02T21:30:00.000-08:00

I just remembered I kept singing in class :/
Sat at the back row & sing sing sing sing sing.
Junhui, Jieting, Mingkiat got sing too but abit nia.
Went tm eat with feli, yan, ruth, wanhui, gim.
Than we took bus69 to bedok somewhere there,
While gimkee went home to cut hair.
It just kept on raining & raining can.
Got to bedok stadium & it was noisy.
All damaians were anticipating with cheers & noise!
I just know last quarter everybody kanjiong,
Cause tkgs was leading by 3points,
Than everyone shouting & booing. Hah!
Damn kanjiong, In the end damai won!
Hooray, congrats to all ' B divison netballers :D
Waited for the rain to ease down cause it was real heavy.
Ran to the hdb block opposite to take shelter to bedok.
Walk towards bedok inter & waited for bus.
Got up 228 , yanling went to fetch bro at school, than i went sch.
Waited for laopo to finish guzheng.
I reached bus stop at 5.40 can & waited till 6.10 lah.
Damn lonely & fug cold lah.
Listen to songs on handphone & seeing bus passing by.
They came out alrd then mk,jh with them too.
Waited for bus 21 , & all of us boarded excpet junhui.
Droped at a bus stop before the usual stop as walked through shelter.
Homed & showered & watch show.
Its freaking cold now, buey tahan lah!
How I wish you're here with me to give me warmth.
I don't know what's going on ~ pengs.
Flag day tomorrow, boring.
I'm gonna enjoy tomorrow, thanks *! :D

I just know i love you.

1st March 2007.

2007-03-01T22:10:00.000-08:00

The 1st day of a new month, march 1st.
I'm actually lazy to blog :/
But I blog for the sake for blogging? hahs.
Did nothing much actually.
Having school today = no school.
Cause kept having relief teachers,
& did work during physics only?
Kept sanging songs in class ,
Kept saying liangyu is sexy & look like rain -.-
Matthew kept asking me say bai tuo -.-
& got alot of stuffs happen in class.
Damn jiao & funny. Hah!
Miss Beatrice Tay sucks like fug.
She is bias, old virgin, & is a fucker.
I/Whole class just bloody hate her to the core.
Be honoured si old virgin. -.-
Had sec3 camp briefing after school ,
& I guess we'll have loads of fun man.
But I'm gonna miss him! ): sighs!
Went mama after school with ruth, jieting, steph, koli :D
Bought stuffs to eat yah than went to steph's house.
& koli kept sanging songs on the bus -.-
The four of us were the noisest. Hah! Funny too!
Watch ghost game again -.- boring! as step up watch alrd.
Than at all the 3 of us slept on the bed except ting.
Than koli kept occupying her space not to let her side.
Than steph at there laugh laugh laugh. Hah!
Damn stupid de larh they all, disiaoters.
Left her house at 6plus than waited for bus 60 sometime.
Saw mingjie on bus 22, hah! he got the same bag as me -.-
Got home showered & watch hua yang shao nian shao nu.
Saw the xiao yuan superstar advertisment which says
auditions : 16th (Friday) for the guys, 17 (Saturday) for the girls?
Hah! Sians, considering wanna join not. LOL
& now online.
Found all the step up songs & i love the song ' step up '
Damn hell nice! Hoho.

-

Suddenly thought of the bunch of them ya.
Xinyan & Singhong knewed them since p1 till now.
Liyue, jiexin, evi knewed them since p3 till now.
Cedrick, sieng, timothy, jianhong, teckee since p3 or 4 till now.
Years of friendship & its still counting/going on :D
Old ones won't be replaced, Old ones stay.
& friends forever.

( damaians )

After 2 long years, having to live each passing day with ya all,
It feels all of a sudden weird to live a single day without ya all.
Like recess, lunch breaks, change of classes, assembly, each & every little thing.
It's been definitely a long time coming & it marks a new phase of our lives,
A new beginning & definitely,
A test we've never been through to live weeks,
Months & days without one another.
Up till this point, its all said & done, time will tell I guess.
Don't ever have any doubt about this love I have for ya'll.
As much as I might not know exactly how to define my love for ya'll.
Probably like what i stated in the other post of mine, i've met many sweet ones,
Whether genuine or artificial, we still hold a bond undoubtedly! (:
Ya'll were pillars of strength that accompanied my whole school life.

Names listed :D
Ruth, Steph, Koli, Jieting, Rouyin, Meijing,
Xiaoru, Rachel, Shishi, Shihui, Tracia, Rebecca.
Junhui, Junjie, Mingkiat, Gimkee, Nelson, Gabriel.

* guess did not leave any one names out? hah!

& I love love love ya'll ta bits.

pig, i miss you ):

28th February 2007.

2007-02-28T23:10:00.000-08:00

Just wanna cry out loud now ):

Had bad day in school.
I kept sleeping in class almost whole day.
During maths common test I finished it very fast.
& drop dead into sleep after finishing it.
It keep raining & raining the whole day.
I just hate it when it rains, it affects my mood ?
I don't know.
If it rains i would stay at home the whole day,
Watching the rain fall down /
Or else spending the day with my dear one drinking coffee or what together.
Thinking of it, its just that sweet & comfortable.
Hah! Blahx3.

School, Common test = bad outcome.
Raining & Raining = feeling emo.
Seeing her = effect mood.
Spent my days with gfs' & bfs'.
Ate mac & they're really that noisy.
Its always that noisy with them, gosh.
Jieting&Koli&Mingkiat came over my house.
Thanks for coming over, somehow did enjoy.
Me&Koli watched ' step up ' Ratings 4/5.
The show is nice, dancing&love.
Jieting&Mingkiat played cards, damn hell noisy.
Have to increase the volume of the show -.-
The two pigs are so hell noisy as they're screaming&shouting.
Lmao! Shouted at them in order to watch the show. Hah!
Mingkiat left first , & we finish watching the movie.
Nice ending! Tylor & Noar were together. Great.
Watched hua yang shao nian shu nu than played cards with koli.
We played UNO as she don't know how to play dai dee ):
Jieting used the com, somehow i use abit as for msn ma.
Me&Koli kept laughing at jieting secretly behind her back.
The chair was going to break, bottom of the bed thingy broke too.
Hah! Damn funny can liao. Me&her kept laughing.
Than left at 8plus like that.
Jieting boarded than pei sweetie wait for hers.
Than i walked home myself, saw that couple.
RachelGoh & GohJunJie!
Can you believe they have the same surname.
Hah! You two shall last long yah (:
Bathe, & chatted online, & friendster.
Now looking at images at deviantart & saved alot.
He's off to sleep, & i miss him.

I wish, I hope, I pray.

Yan ah! cheer up alrights.
Since now we're back as friends again.
I'll be there for you ya!
If its meant to be yours,
Eventually it will be yours de.
Not like mine gone case alrd.
At least there's still a chance for you.
So grab it & don't let it run away. Hah!
Jiayou!

Since you know it already ,
Its ur decision & end it with a fullstop/happy ending.
Sigh!

27th February 2007.

2007-02-27T23:25:00.000-08:00

I want someone to drink with me.
I want someone to talk cock/sing songs/share with me.
I want someone to listen to all my shit & hear me cry.

I find it hard to tell you.
I find it hard to take.

Jo, where'd you go?

26th February 2007.

2007-02-26T22:10:00.000-08:00

Sunday.

Woke up at 1pm as msgs&calls woke me up.
Ruth & Xiaoben called me, Matthew msg me.
I was still sleeping at that time ~ *yawns*
Got up showered & ate fried rice.
Met matthew at the bus-stop & bus down to bedok.
Met elroy & xiaoben at ntuc & bought oranges.
We damn funny at that time luh.
Cabbed down to mrlim house & sat down chat.
& it was very very boring at the beginning.
Slowly things got better, left us & his family.
The two children damn cute larh!
I forgot the names alrd,
The boy is 3 years old , & the girl is 6 years old.
Chit chat & laugh here & there.
Ruth & wanhui came along ard 5plus 6plus.
& I realise whatever we're talking,
Mrlim's wife would be listening&looking at us.
When we laugh or what she also laugh together.
Intresting eh =/ Hah!
The family was going to visiting at somewhere,
So we decided to leave first.
Damn funny larh they throw the oranges given to us -.-
& I ate one orange by myself, how nice of me! (:
Walked to the main road & tried to hail cabs.
Matthew, Elroy, Me in one cab.
Ruth, Wanhui, Xiaoben in one cab.
Elroy pucked & matthew so suey kana!
Heng larh me! I did not kana (:
The taxi driver just !@*(!^@! suck cock lah.
I said sorry than he said say sorry you yong mei.
So *!@&*!@^ kaopei larh, ccb.
I hao xing alrd say sorry & pay you extra 3 dollars ok.
Forget it luh, such a fucker.
Matthew rushed to parkway's any toliet ,
Me&ruth bought him a baleno white polo tee.
Saw balloon & xiaojing, so long since i've see them yah!
Than went over to the market area to check out xiaoben's hp.
He wanted to het N93i ya which cost $1000 + seh!
Walk here & there, deciding where to eat for long time.
Decided to walk to bus-stop & take bus to siglap.
In the end we decided to take cab , than decided to take bus again.
Got to kfc & ruth went home to change clothes than came out again.
Ate kfc & matthew left to meet zikun at whitsands.
Than me&xiaoben cab home, he drop before me.
Lol, took three times cab today.
& reach home at 8.30 like that.
Watch my meteor garden & used computer for awhile.
Chatted with pig for that short while , satisfied too.
& went totally devasted in the night as did not reply me.
W-T-F ):
Slept at 1 plus as couldn't get to sleep,
Woke up look at the time & found out it was 3 only.
Than got back to sleep & woke up 6.30

Today / Monday.

& elroy did not went school today as he's sick.
My name was called during morning assembly how paisehs =/
Forget it. I forget what happen during school.
Only remembered ate cuttlefish in class as i brought one big packet.
& now my bagpack smells fishy! EWWWWWWWW.

I wished you goodluck & you didn't reply me.
& yet when matthew msg you, you replied him.
Did you know what kind of feeling i had at that time?
I was torn! Why didn't you reply me? yet him!
): ohkay! tears swelled in my eyes & i tried to ren ohkay.
But still tears roll down my cheeks & yes,

Had step up programme after school & was somehow boring.
The games were ohkay, at least we're untied.
Me, Azween, Noorashida, Amalina :D
Finished the thing & went to eat lunch.
Jinmay, Shuzhen, Clarabel kept staring at me.
Hah! They cute larh. (:
Went to do the banner outside guides room ,
& help with them with dance , its ohkay i guess.
Left school around 7 like that & bus home.
Kaiyan prank me with her another number, damn you retard.
Got home & watch half way of hanakimi than now online.

You replied me at 6:10pm sir, & again you replied me at.8:32.
At least you still got the thought to reply me ok.
& i forgive you. hah!
You're studying outside now & go home early hor.
You said you cut your hair till super cute, & i wanna see hor.
But sigh, can you be my love?
You know so many girls can?
Alot girls jio you can? HOW!
Sian ji pua!

& its b-o-r-i-n-g lah. hah!
Me&ruth learning how to speak ' her ' language.
Gosh, buey tahan her! I rather face the wall than her lah.

i wanna tell you i like you =/

24 February 2007.

2007-02-24T00:25:00.000-08:00

Thursday.

I'm always stm about school.
When i feel like mentioning about it i'll just blog.
Alrights, went to bedok inter.
Ate kfc with all of them.
Than nelson, steph, junjie, shi left.
Than left me, ting, junhui, darren.
I saw alot of books & i just take take.
Got 20books like that, in the end only borrowed 2 books back.
Haha! Then jieting damn funny larh.
The three of us know can liao. We won't say (:
But all of them know liao. Hahahahahahahahahaha!
Bought sushi & went to mac sit down chat.
Left around 7plus? & board bus 8 like that.
All of them took 228 one round & i got off first.
Got home around 9pm.
& forgot what happen liao. Hah!

Bitch, just get lost larh.
All of us can stand the sight of you.
Two words ' fuck off ' ~

Friday.

Shall not mention about school cause stm.
Help koli they all do their dance thingy.
Left school with the bunch of them & bus home.
Met up with buddy & bus down to jianhong's house.
Saw sihui & weisan on the bus, they're going to bedok.
Got up to jian's house than both of us were thinking whether he was home.
& we're really damn jiaoo.
He waves his hands from the toilet than i look closely it was him.
Haha, damn funny larh than he open the door let us in.
I got in , jianhong came running to me & stood beside me.
Haha, he's shorter than me abit & he's depressed luh!
Sorry friend, i know you always compare height, but i'm taller abit =/ Haha!
Nobody was at home , only the 3 of us. Than evi came.
& the door bell rang.
We though it was liyue, & jianhong decided not to open.
At that time we're watching television too.

* door bell rings *
All of us : Must be liyue eh.
Jianhong : Don't open the door , * increase the tv's voice real loud *
* all of us laughing & jianhong's phone rings *
Jianhong : Hello! Ehhh liangzi?
Liangzi : Eh i outside your house lah open door eh.
Jianhong : Oh is you ar. We all thought liyue.
* runs to open the door *

Haha, damn stupid larh we all.
Okayokay, than liyue, sieng, drick came.
Liyue came in she started to eat alrd.
Sieng finished the left over bahgua by me&xin.
Than they started playing mahjong in the room.
The rest watched tv & slowly all went in.
Gosh, I was real tired and wanna sleep.
We played blackjack & i won some (: heh!
Playing blackjack was fun luh.
I kept asking when's the steamboat starting,
I kept asking & asking. So pig lah me! =X
Ate steamboat, & took photos.
I just love the photos me&liyue took! :D
Aiai , i love you! haha!
I'll upload the next time i blog ba.
Its nice & lovely to me&her. Haha!
We walked to busstop & evi walked home herself -.-
How kelian lah. She's so stubborn eh! =/
We stunt at bus-stop waiting for bus,
& i don't know we were stupid or not.
No bus came at our side , & we could have taken 228 lor!
So all of us were pissed -.-
Sat down & chit chat at mac outside & bought drinks.
Wow! Now all of us wanna go over the cambodia can.
Sieng kept telling us about his life there.
We'll be treated like prince&princess over there.
Cause of sieng larh (: we'll be going during december if not wrong.
Shall talk about it when we meet again! (:
Reached home at 2am! How tired.
Liyue, jiexin, sieng pei me home (: thanks!
Chatted with pig on the phone & i slept ~
Haha, paisehs ar! Saw ur msg at 6am than i replied you.
So its like 3 hours later than replied eh. Sorry hor! ):
sleep ~

Today/Saturday.

Got up 2pm & msg ting&laopo ask them wanna come over.
Than met them & mingkiat at mac,
Junhui damn stupid larh. Shall not say.
We know can liao hor! fuuny&stupid :D cute lah hor.
Alrights, bought stuffs back my house & junhui paid for it.
Laopo, Ting, Ming, Jun, Gim are the ones who came over my house.
Watch ' ghost game ' (: haha!
The two girls keep laughing at the beginning, so noisy.
Haha! Than the two guys played cards as gim haven't come over.
Halfway throughout the show than he came over.
The show finished than changed to another room.
Played cards, Use computer, Chit-chat, Laughing.
Always fun with girlfriends&boyfriends yah! :D
Was online & she talked to me eh, suprise.
Just hope our friendship will get back together again ba.
(: thanks for the ' testi ' & wrote back you one. Hah!
Went to had dinner with them around 7plus.
We're walking aimlessly, as have no idea to go where.
Than in the end all of us went home.
Watch my liu xing hua yuan ' meteor garden ' japanese one.
The show not bad ba. Somehow kinda different than the taiwan one.
Now conferencing with them, but now left 3 girls & 2 guys as ming sleep ler.
Poor mingkiat & stephanie is sick, but they still you-know eat as normal.
Oh, whatever it is. Ahhhhhh!
I haven't started reading my books! ):
Die die die , 15th may need to return & i read damn slow derh.
Gosh, I must start reading tomorrow alrd. Hees!
Ohhh! I just love my bfs & gfs :D

Hah pig, i think i like you?

21st February 2007.

2007-02-21T21:50:00.000-08:00

Early morning waited for damn bloody bus damn long ohkay.
Saw andrew, liat, kiat at the playground there bus-stop.
I don't know how liat spotted me on the bus, so weird ~
Andrew called me & ask me whether i was on the bus, & yah.
He said he was calling from tampines don't know what station luh.
Then off to school , nearly late. Hah!
Me, darren, derek thought razif how to speak chinese.
Haha, he damn funny larh.
Ask us what's the meaning of this & this,
Than combines them into sentences himself.
Cute, funny yet insulting too. HAHA.
Last period was english, that old virgin. moroon!
I was playing sebastian's handphone game.
Frozen bubble, & miss tay wrote my name at her file playing handphone.
Ruth & Xiaoben too. & guess alot people too larh.
Just simply fucking hate her to the core. go&die!
Jieting was nice to pei me go down bugis to buy my bagpack! (: ilu!
Cab down to bugis street & cost $8.40.
& there was me, jieting, ruth, shishi.
We took neos, 1set is all of us, another set me&ruth.
:D it was alright, still can larh. Hah!
Wanhui met us at bugis street.
Bought me&sweetie bag for her :D ilovethebagpack!
Ruthie bought one square bagpack too! I like hers too! (:
& shi bought a zinc slingbag.
So ohkay, no comments.
I just know all of us are carrying the brand ' square ' (:
Love all my girlfriends to mxm larh!
mxm = maximum (:
Learn the shortcut mxm from jo, haha! & hawhaw too!
Haha, Jo is so cute to the mxm ohkay! :D loveher!
Bought what we're suppose to, ruth&wanhui went to get xiaoben's present.
We train down to eunos, & waited for 21.
Damn 21 made us waited for damn hell long !@(&*^*&!@
Decided to take 60 & change buses,
& you know what change bus waited for the next bus.
& came along 21 -.- fcuk luh ~ whatever.
There's a uncle on the bus so gross&digusting.
I was so afraid to sit beside him, wanting to change places.
Before the school's busstop, I left the seat & stood beside jieting.
& got one jiaoster sleeping on the bus, damn funny!
People were staring at jiaoster & aumchioing ohkay.
If the whole bunch of us were there, all of them will laugh like siaoginas.
Haha, passed the bag to sweetie in the middle of the road -.-
shi boarded 65 & went home luh. durh.
Rouyin, meijing, rinie, yingying, junhui, mingkiat came along.
& we went to mac, & they're like treating mac as there father's restaurant.
Lols, mingkiat&junhui are two weird guys. haha!
They change money to play the toy catching game.
Junhui finish his 2bucks, & ming's turn.
He let rouyin play & they caught a tweety bird.
At that time, rouyin caught it she was like so happy!
But she did not take the toy home? But it was rinie.
Haha, rinie at that time very cute luhh.
Got home, watch hua yang shao nian shao nu & now using com.
Jo went to do her homework, look how guai is she, but she's not ohkay.
Hahah! (: whatever luh. I love jo alot alot.
& tmr there's poony remedial.
I don't know why I keep calling him poony or else poon.
I remembered that time at staff room, he was opp the block.
I shouted loudly ' poon, come staff room! (: * waves at him * '
Haha, Sorry for being so rude mr.poon but used to it ler.

My dear girl ah. Cheerup hao mah? (:
I know you're feeling in pain now.
I understand what you're going through yah.
Don't worry , shui qi zhi ran hao mah.
At least you know he did love you before?
He doesn't treasure you its his loss ohkay.
Not worth your tears & pity yah.
Like for me, spending time with my girlfriends & who,
Just laugh your heart out & treasure time with my gfs.
Slowly I just felt I didn't need him, Or like him anymore.
But yes of course, i do miss him.
& if there's a chance for us to get back, i'll consider.
But now, just think through yourself whether to hang on or carry on.
I'll support you in whatever you've decided or do ohkay!
Always there for ya de! :D
Mei ren ai ni , wo ai ni wor! Heeeeees!
& thanks again for the valentine card! <3>

& sooooo goodbye.

20th February 2007.

2007-02-20T23:45:00.000-08:00

JOLENE POH CHAO YING :D

You're a special friend to me! <3
I guess god placed you in my life for a reason.
& I'm here, in your life for a purpose i guess (:
Haha! Though we're just friends from friendster.
We do chat online, & message each other.
Just that we've not see each other, but I just love you so.
& you promise you'll bring me out ohkay.
I'm awaiting for the day to come :D
You're from st.nicks, I'm from damai.
From two different school , two different enviroment.
But you always stand a place in my heart ohkay! :D
'iloveyou', all can pronounce it, can say it,
But the significant part lies in how much one means it.
You have me & I to back you up, that's for sure.
Be the someone who will help you with your problems,
& tell you about your wrongs.
Someone who will look out for you.
True friendship is not all about agreeing all the time.
Choose to get through things together (:
; you know i love you girl <3

You are so much more then you see,
So much more then you think you are,
So much more then you have heard of yourself.
Don't feel that deadly calm inside.
Cause i'll be right behind your shoulders, watching you.
I'll be standing by your side, in all that you do.
I love you jo! <3

goodnights,
with love always.
kim! <3>

20th February 2007.

2007-02-20T21:00:00.000-08:00

To Hang On Or Carry On? Let fate decide.

It was a long day.
zZzZz -.- hah!
Miss out seeing JO larh! ): saddening.
Bring me out soon ohkay! [:
When out with all my girls today!
Real happy that all of us were free!
I did not shop much today! ):
How saddening can it be luh.
Bugis was like !*(@^&!^@&^ boring & hot.
I couldn't get the bagpack I wanted,
As I didn't know why.
The first time I saw the bag, I like it very much.
Than today I went down to take a look,
I realise that if I buy it, I might regret.
So decided not to buy it , & check out other bags at town.
Acc koli to mrt station as she need to go visiting at grands' place.
Than taxi down to hereen & check out the stuffs.
Did not get the bagpack I saw in seventeen magazine =/
But did bought other stuffs from there.
- a pair of ripcurl flip-flops
- thirtyseven degree pencilcase
If only num was open, I wanna get a flip flop from there.
I shall get it another time. muahaha!
Walk over to paragoon area there,
& saw this ktv, so decided to check it out but we don't understand, forget it.
Decided to go kbox-ing at cine & waited for the damn lift damn long.
Check the price & there wasn't any discount today, so cost $22 per person.
Decided not to take it & we left.
We over to taka & we walked alot alot alot
I repeat, we walk alot
Round & Round , & could have almost fainted.
LV had many people, so decided not to go in.
Renoma's wallet price was different at where i saw at robinson at bugis.
So decided to get either pierre cardin / renoma.
& if i get the wallet , i'll be ease in mind. hawhaw!
Shall think about it when i'm out tmr/sat.
Forgot about my wallet, & check out mango & blahx3
Nothing attracted me from the shops ): how weird.
Train back at the way down to bedok & got my hair cut/trim.
Its so thin can, I repeat thin -.-
People will ask me ' kim, did you cut my hair,
& yes, i did cut my hair! Its so thin luh.
When to find jacky for awhile, & he said it was nice.
Haha, happy happy! [: meijing&jieting also said so.
Hoho!At least the barber did not disappoint me, or ruin my hair.
Than saw 2 couple & was suprise.
* uses bag & cover myself & continue walking *
But they saw us -.- haha!
Happy for you larh di ! everlasting ohkay! :D
& for now.
JO ps me to play maple as to acc her lil' sis! =/
Thinking where to go tomorrow, & hope can meet jie tmr!
I badly need a bagpack .
I wonder if i ask pig to acc me down tmr will he not, hmms.
& now i'm real bored, don't have the mood to blog either.

& sooooo goodbye.

19th February 2007.

2007-02-19T00:00:00.000-08:00

Sunday

Happy 17th brithday to jacky!

Hope you like the present yah (:
Takecare loads ya! With love always <3

Went over to aunt's house.
Alot people were there but its okay.
Cause her house is big, 5 room executive + balcony.
Did nothing much actually.
Collected angbaos, recieved ard 100.
Sleep, Watch television, Day dream.
Play with cards, babies, computer, phone, music.
Was messaging with the who. hah!
But it was only awhile,
Left around 11plus as waited for uncle to finish mahjong,
As their family fetch me&bro back ma.
Than when got home msg again.
Was watching the twin effect 2,
& the show is not bad okay.
But i'll still prefer part I ? I guess so.
Part I is the vampire , Part II is funny&overthrown the queen.
Blahx3 Hope there's part III eh. Hah!

Today/Monday

Went to uncle peter & aunty jamie house.
Parent's friends, they are married couple anw.
But i know them (:
Uncle peter watch me grow since young.
They're actually many people watch me since young.
Thanks for the care & everything! (:
Haw! I don't know why I'm saying these.
I did nothing much there, boring!
Watch JJ lin jun jie concert , & slept on the sofa.
Haha! Than went home alrd.
Watch er mo zai shen bian esp 17.
Than later at 11 watching esp 18.
Gosh, now I'm a tv freak I've realise.
Haha! Watch ' the cheetah girls 2 '
The show is fab cool , singing&dancing okay!
Dad hasn't buy food back yet,
He & his mahjong , arghhhhs!
I'm so bloody hungy , plus bored now.
& i miss chatting with jo! ): where'd you go, i miss you so.
Yay! Will be going out with the girls tmr.
& all of us will be turning up. yay!
& yes, really hope will run to * tmr man!
Really I wanna meet * again please. *prays*
& yes, hope to run into jo too!
As she said she's going bugis too tmr! :D
Till then ~

& goodbye .

17th February 2007.

2007-02-17T22:05:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year To Everyone! :D
Spent half of my day with koli, meijing, jieting! :D
Went to bugis shop for stuffs.
But me & sweetie did not get anything.
Only meijing & jieting got their stuffs.
As most of the time whenever I'm out ,
I would get stuffs for myself. Hah!
But suprisingly I did not get anything.
Decided to buy a bagpack after new year.
Me & Sweetie a bagpack ,
Meijing & Jieting a toat bag.
Guess rouyin will be getting one too.
Not sure with the rest yea.
Trained home around 4plus5.
Saw kenneth & didn't dare to say hi,
In case he avoid me or don't recognise me.
Chatting with him online now anw,
He started the conversation first,
I said he's a handsome guy & he said i've lousy taste,
I don't have lousy taste in guys okay. Hah!
Whatever lah, got his number anw (:
Lol , But I still miss * lah.
Did not get to see * today.
So sad, hurting can! I regretted so much. ):
Bought sugarcane drink ,
& bus home with jieting (:
Had loads of laughter today.
Girlfriends are the best of ever <3

Had reunion dinner with family.
There are just 5 of us only -.-
Watch televsion & now online.
I'm read bored,
Someone entertain me can ?

& goodbye.

16th February 2007.

2007-02-16T00:00:00.001-08:00

I miss * lah!
Am thinking about * now okay.
From we left bugis all the way ):
Keep seeing till * , like so fated can!
Eye-contact alot of times liao!
Gosh, i regretted not asking.
I really so saddddddddddd lah! ):
Hope tmr * will be there ,
Please lah! I beg! ):
I miss * alot alot alot can!
HOW!

15th February 2007.

2007-02-15T22:10:00.000-08:00

A boring day ~
Nothing much to comment about school.
I hate Mr.Nazrul /Chemistry teacher.
How I wish my chem cher is miss vanessa tan.
He's just so ewwwww -.-
Me & Jieting suppose to pass up his work ,
& yet we ran out of class & bye to him! Sucker!
Met the girls, Waited for the guides at mama.
They came ler. Than went to coffeshop.
Jeremy is cute okay! *giggles*
& the guy in home clothes too. Haha!
Alrights, all of us were like drooling over them.
Okok shuttup! Than go coffeshop.
Ate, Bubble tea. But I had nothing. Jianfei ~
Lol. Ate stuffs at mama already ler mah.
Coffeshop, Bus-stop stunt there slack & talk -.-
Many of us at the bus-stop.
Including xiaoben & 3 of them. Cute lah! ):
Steph, Rou, Shi, Gim, Ming boarded 65.
Than we slack at bus-stop for awhile.
Saw tianci (: he's nice&friendly ~
Me, jieting, koli, meijing, junhui, xiaoben, darren boarded 228.
We took one whole round.
Xiaoben & Darren went home.
Than left no. of us.
Meijing met yunru for service at expo.
Than we met jacky, naikhee, alex.
Slack & talk for awhile.
Than naikhee, alex left liao.
Than the rest of us sat there chat chat chat.
Nelson came along & left with junhui after awhile.
So the 3 girls of us & jacky went to his house downstair.
We kept talking about tmr how tmr how! * stress ah *
Maomao came to pass jacky stuffs & we all went home.
Boarded 228 than jieting drop first, left me & jacky.
Saw minpei eh! & I'm waiting for ur present, Hah! <3 you!
Walk home after that , & the jacky don't know die where liao.
Takecare lah he! I wonder why he always laugh at me -.-

Watch er mo zai shen bian (:
& when will my ' the teacher gangster 2 ' starts lah.
I'm waiting for the episode 2 can ): i wanna watch lah!
Faster come out can! ): *cries*
Tmr celebrating total defence day & chinese new year.
So there's concert & no lesson -.-
What a day lah. I wanna ponten school can!
But at least tmr can wear home clothes luh! (:
Than after school which is 12 than going town!
Shopping here we come & window shopping.
Have fun man! <3 the girls

& goodbye my love .

14th February 2007.

2007-02-14T22:40:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine Day Everyone! :D
School was alright yet boring too?
Did Recieved gifts :D Thanks everyone!
Appreciate your thought & kindness, yay!
Common test suck big time, buzzoff !
I'm gonna flung the test ok ): sigh!
Wasted alot of time after school , hate that feeling -.-
Passed up the bintan form trip,
& helped keewee get a form.
Me, Meijing, Mingkiat passed up ler.
Than waited for everyone okay jiu left for my house.
So they people who went were ..
Girls : Rouyin, Steph, Koli, Jieting, Meijing, Shi
Boys : Junjie, Junhui, Nelson, Mingkiat.
Xiaoben & Gabriel stayed downstairs.
Bought 2 bottle of drinks & rushed home help mum.
Jieting & Koli came to help out too :D
Settled down, started steamboat.
It was enjoyable I guess!
The guys especially -.- Don't feel awkward.
How many years of friendship ler! Haha =/
& my mum don't know said what ,
Than rouyin said : your mummy english very pro hor. so chim!
Haha, damn cute lah she & she was noisy! -.-
Alrights. Can say everyone was noisy.
Except me, shishi ba! Lols!
Slowly all left the table go find xiaoben&gabriel downstair.
Have no idea why didn't they come up -.-
Than left me, meijing, koli, shishi, mingkiat.
Everything finished except prawns? Donno why?
Shi helped to clear table & steph too.
Junjie, Nelson, Junhui, Steph, Rouyin left first.
Mingkiat & Gimkee came up my house.
So there left me, meijing, koli, jieting, shishi, mingkiat, gimkee :D
Played with cards, & the stack thingy.
Damn hell funny lah that pohjieting!
Watch television too, Channel U last episode, & the dance floor.
Damn hell LOL lah dance floor can -.-
Left house around 9plus & send all of them home.
Gimkee longpang mingkiat home with his bike.
So the 4 girls, me, & daddy.
Sent shishi home first,
Than left 4 of us girls. Sang song & laugh alot in the car.
Jieting found out my dad was singing & she wow!
Haha! Damn hell funny in the car can.
Jieting next, Koli next, Meijing last.
Tmr will be going don't know where to get our stuffs.
So guess I won't be going for training again.
Sorry for missing trainings man! )x sigh!

I love my bunch of girlfriends & boyfriends.
One day we'll have a group photo!
Friends that will last forever i believe.
So Goodnights human!
With love always , <3 kim!

13th February 2007.

2007-02-13T21:30:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY KOLI SWEETIE ! <3

You're finally 15 :D
A year older than all of us.
But Junhui's older than you/us.
Haha! I love you loads&loads ok!
Don't ever leave me,
& I won't leave you too.
Sweeties for life! <3

-

School was boring today.
Lessons were as usual boring as ever.
As I can't recall anything about lessons.
Hah! I don't know why either.
Let's see ..
Ohyah!
Got one girl ask xiaoben be her ganbro ,
Than it was like soo lol can! Laughs!
Nothing to comment -.-
From her we link things & more things.
No assembly today & was boring!
Went to AV theatre & had this *^@&! talk.
I was playing sebastian's handphone game ' frozen bubble ' :D
I love that game linking to the past ~ blahsx3
Than teachers were at the back doing their own stuff.
Students were sleeping, talking & attentive for some.
Boring talk ok! Lameshitstuff .
Had maths retest & poon was late -.-
I did my test quickly & yea was confident ?
I will pass my test hope so, haha!
Mr poon really is a good teacher.
Our class love him , a great teacher he is , rocks :D
Quickly finish the test & off to meet the girls.
Went to coffeeshop to eat our lunch & ,
There're alot of laughters blasted within us.
Haha! Always having fun with my girls & guys :D
Went to block don't know what as i did not take notice ,
Sang song & slack & chatting always.
Mingkiat went to top up his ez-link card ,
& we all boarded bus 65.
Me, Jieting, Koli, Nelson, Junhui went mac.
Rouyin called koli & said mingkiat followed her home.
Haha! He just wanted to see you reach home safely lah.
The two guys left first & left the three of us.
Sat till around 6.15 & we left for home.
Showered, Had dinner & watch televsion ~
Since channel 8 ying huo chong de meng finish ler.
Then i watched the channel u show, but 2nd last eposide.
Then thursday got hanakimi ler. Yay! :D
& don't know every when have my show too!
My teacher is a gangster, 2 :D
The show is fug nice ok!
Recommendation given to everybody. Haha!
Today was the first eposide & touching ler.
Heard mum saying that bro watch the show & he cried.
Cause they watch it before alrd , only me haven't ):
But mum will be watching the repeat with me!
The guys in the show is fug cute ok!
They are from don't know what band name.
Cute, Handsome, Tall, Short, Cool, & {33333
I won't wanna miss any eposide of it man!

Plus tomorrow will be a great day.
Spending the day with girlfriends&boyfriends.
Coming over my house for steamboat/bbq.
We'll have loads & loads of fun yeah! :D
Ruthyang will be going out with wanhui, Gabriel having funeral.
So we're missing two people alrd.
& I have no idea about tracia -.- Hah, Miss her!

Lastly,
Still wishing sweetie happy birthday!
Alrights, Goodbyes! <3

12th February 2007.

2007-02-12T21:00:00.000-08:00

sunday

Early morning woke up, Met yanling at bus-stop,
Went to BAS to watch ignites' match.
After the match slack around jiu met jaslene (:
Train down to cityhall , Walk & shopped for stuffs (:
She bought her NewUrbanMeal Slippers ,
Walk to marina & finding stuffs we wanted.
Tried to find my darn slippers i need badly like everywhere ):
& A Wallet like !&@^^!@ badly too ):
Decided not to get the Mango yet as still considering,
Bebe one somehow quite nice but yet ex ):
I don't mind saving! Haha!
Warehouse one was alright , simple.
Guess i couldn't find any, Zara either.
So forgot about my wallet & get on from town ba! (:
The slippers was awwwww lah!
Emphasis has size8 but if i were,
My feet would be like shooting out, *what's that word, ahh!*
After walking around marina,
We ate seoul garden (: we're real hungry!
After seoul , next destination was suntec!
Arcade & play basketball thingy.
Jaslene scored real highed, almost broke the record.
Went around suntec look at the toy shop ,
& she bought her spongebob, crab, patrick lego (: cute!
& we went to another shop ' toy room ' & we play play.
& bought three calvin kliens boxers (: Happy!
Laopo also wanna get too, shall ask her wanna get hers not.
Than walk to bugis was real laughters lah! Stupid jas!
Got my pay as quitted my job,
I'm gonna miss sherilyn, shanen, & newmon!
Real funny people & they're adults definitely haha!
I knew alot of stuffs about clubbing, shopping & blahx3
Thanks for everything & the help.
Gonna miss you guys so much & i'll visit tooo! :D misses!
Walk bugis & train back to eunos,
Went to mac to eat & met yanling there.
& we've laughhh real lot today.
Its been sucha long time since i've laugh like that ok! ):
I found that I'm sucha longwinder, till then.

today/monday

It's a laughing day too but its after school.
Common test was shit cause I'm gonna fail ,
I really have no idea how to save myself out of this.
Stupid humanties = geography ):
Wednesday will be having social studies ,
I can't bare to fail that cause its Mr.Raj kana -.-
@*(^!&@%!%@ can't fail ok! Must study hard hor!
Climb all the way up to put jieting's & steph's bag.
Than went down canteen all the way ,
Than back upstairs for junjie&nelson,
Cause they help Jieting take her bag from gu-zheng ,
But poor laopo need to go for gu-zheng.
Than me, jieting, junhui, junjie, nelson went to eat (:
Really can laugh my head off w. them ok! Haha!
Gabriel & Nicholas came along & slack tgt.
They left home first as gab has funeral to attend.
Then left 5 of us again & we laugh & chatted the way.
Walk quite a distance away from school to take 228 one big round.
On the way,
We talked about smth really made me laugh like *@^!@ siao.
Me, Junjie, Nelson laugh about that matter real loud.
Haha! Was from girls' home -> boys' home -> old folks home.
Real funny lah! Haha
& still thought able to go home ler.
In the end I waited for laopo, took the bus back .
Junjie, Nelson, Junhui occupied the back row which means suppose to be 5 person,
But they occupy the whole seat luh.
Damn funny lah them esp. junjie -.- mariam! haha!
& don't know what happen to jieting too, emo ~ ):
Than back to school saw rouyin&renee,
Than saw koli they all & went home after that.
Meijing peied us waited for bus than laopo so long luh.
She told us to leave first as she's ending late,
So left w. rouyin, renee, wanyu, gimkee, mingkiat.
Saw 606 people playing basketball ,
& home sweet home luh ~

I tried so so hard just to let go,
Please don't make me fall back.
As the feeling there is fading & I can feel it.
But I miss you like so much of course ):
I really want you to be back into my arms & be the only one ~
Now, i believe you are not meant for me.
After so long, so much effort.
Still, the fact is unchanged.
Its hard for me to say goodbye, really it is.
But slowly you'll just disappear from my mind.
& I will turn back & say,
I don't love you, like I did yesterday .

However,
I still need time to really forget you.
As there's still a liking of you.
But soon ,
Goodbye Love ~

10th February 2007.

2007-02-10T23:20:00.000-08:00

Though its not the actual birthday for koli ,
But still wishing her ' a happy birthday :D
& of course i will post happy birthday on you day sweetie(:
Met girlfriends & boyfriends today,
To celebrate MissTanKoli's birthday :D
Train down to cityhall & shutter bus to suntec.
Played arcade, ate small shop food luh.
Bus down to town for shopping & fun, yay!
Was real noisy on the bus & funny luh! Haha
& shopping for me today,
A Esprite top & pair of jeans , hoho!
Finally I bought a pair of jeans & I love it :D
Laopo steph bought fourskin skirt & its nice.
Rouyin&Meijing bought their cosmetics for newyear.
& yah while waiting for the two of them.
Me&Koli bought doublesausages&bizarre.
Sat down outside watson in front of like so many people walking here & there,
Two security came up to us & told us not to sit there.
Saying not what other shopping centre, this is taka.
Me&Koli damn hell paisehs luh. So many people too.
& the guys laugh at us luh. Haha!
Thanks junjie mariam for helping me take my stuffs :)
& ruth came, rouyin met parents & steph met parents too.
Saw people basketball 3on3 & saw basketballer who i knew.
What a small world & yea, saw fendi :) Haha!
While waiting for train at city hall , junhui & nelson funny lah.
We all came in ler. Than doors closing liao.
They still standing outside kept don't want to come in,
Cause they thought no space & don't dare either.
Than we keep shouting at them come in lah.
Like real loud & paisehs can. Thanks to the two of them.
But they did came in like quickly, two dumbies.
Train to bedok & had dinner, but i did not -.- hah!
Saw jacky, suvin, liat & they on the way to tamp donno do what.
So today was like bedok, cityhall, suntec, hereen, taka, bedok, home =/
Can say it was real boredom today man,
But still happy that we spent the day together yea! :DDD

hey, when can i see you **** ?
its been some time alrd ):

8th February 2007.

2007-02-08T23:00:00.000-08:00

No comment on school ~
Hoodle sat beside me & he's cute ? haha!
At least there's entertainment in him.
Syafiq kept giving me that pervertic hello kim -.-
Haha! I'm stating the fact not badmouthing you ok fiq !
I'm no evil person hor.
You're always saying hello to me every 24/7 ~
Haha, thanks thanks & yes, hello again :D
Kept coughing & blowing nose =/
I'm down with a terrible flu now.
Can't breath, rawrahhhhhhhhh!
How I wish I could just die now ,
Here without you I'm just nothing
-.- Don't be emo lah kim! *tsktsk!
Did something real bad today.
Kim's sinful & she wants to amend , *prays*
Not only I'm sinful me but everyone had a part to play!
Haha! You-Know-Who-You-Are (:
& yes, tomorrow ex-damaians coming get results. Hoho!
Able to pass dearfren's present like finally (:
Hope you like it okay. Misses!
& bf, don't think so much lah!
Even if can get into poly at least ite also can.
Just that don't retain will do can ler. Yeaps!
See you tomorrow okay! Don't work to hard.
There'll be me this girlfriend always to support you in whatever you do (:
Friends for life alrights!

Lovely kins we had fun today.
I loveeee singing w. my girls, guys, myself ofcourse (:

You told me you read that testi & you felt like crying.
I was touch okay! Haha!
Tears in your eyes how coool can that be =/
& I love all my girls & guys of course :D

Withmuchlovealways {3

Those Wonderful Days Of Being With You Were Gone,
But How I Wish I Could Pretend It's Not .
I'm Trying To Be Real Real Happy Without You Boy.
I Really Wanna Spend My Valentine With You.
Knowing Everything, The Outcome & Whatever It Is .
I Just Don't Really Care Much But ..
Wanting You To Be Mine Again.
Ever Though For Once Last Time I Don't Mind Okay.
If I Ask You , Will You Agree ? Sigh!

* sorry girl , its a no ?

7th February 2007 .

2007-02-07T12:20:00.000-08:00

boy , i miss you ❤

Monday

I forgot what happen in school ?
Don't really feel well ,
Had KFC after school w. the girls & guys :D
Only stephy & jieting & ruthy had cca .
Than me, rouyin, sweetie, meijing, junhui, junjie, gabriel went.
After kfc went to century & tamp.
Walk here & there very sian lah.
Me&Sweetie played the Xbox tomb raider game.
Damn hard & fun to play luh =/
The guys & rouyin left first ,
While me,meijing,sweetie went to takealook at clothes.
S&K nothing attracting ,
Esprit got one shirt damn nice , awwwwwww ):
I want that top & another top.
Saturday shall take a look again, Heh!
Went isetan & saw one mango top real funny.
Meijing&Sweetie kept laughing at that top.
They're real real weird ~ Hahahaha!
I'm thinking of getting a mango top i saw,
Still considering ~
Walk here & there to find meijing's jacket ,
Kept seeing jeremey&andrew quite a no. of times ,
Than saw yvonne with them the last time. Hah!
Sweetie&Meijing came over my house ,
Had dinner & watch the show.
Went to wait for bus around 9 ?
& hom-ed .

Tuesday

I felt sick likee fug!
Fever, Sore throat, Coughing, Flu, Headache.
Did not go to school.
Slept till 11 went to take a bath & see doctor.
Had my mc & home to sleep till 1.
Took my temperature, reading was 39.1
But no matter what, I insist on going to school.
Bought 6 bubble tea for classmates ,
How heavy the things were ,
How hot the weather was ,
I was sweating all over man.
Went for mr poon remedial & got over it within half-an-hour.
I slept for a while though , sorry poon =X
Met the girls after school as they waited for us.
Went to tamp after that had long john ,
Due to temptation I cannot resist it as longjohn was my fav (:
Sorry throaty. Hah!
Went to century walk here & there ,
Went to the toilet there & slack .

While going to tamp ,
I saw Hazel Jie :DDDDDDDDDD
She's still that prettayee & ever ,
My girls said she was prettaye too & it was the fact okay!
Must contact me soon okay jie.
I realise that we've been sisters for years alrd.
I guess has been 6 or 5 years alrd ler.
How happy! i love you jie! :D

Tamp walk here & there too.
Saw desmond & venice , that couple. Haha!
Walk here & there, here & there .
Than went inter around 6 than took bus 65
On the bus we're real noisy ,
Not me as i kept quiet there only.
But the girls kept on laughing & laughing like siaoo.
4 of us got down the bus first (me,koli,meijing,jieting)
While the rest of 3 of them went home.
Went to mac & was quiet lah never talk much.
Than when they suppose to go home than talk alot -.-
When a 228 bus come ,
Jieting will say aiyah, see lah miss liao wait for next one.
Than she will repeat take next one & next one again & again.
haha! she damn funny de larh.
talk about pulau ubin trip, bintan trip,steamboat thingy.
& about the celebration too. that's something hard to decided.
sigh, xin ku ni ler koli. hah! Gosh!
We've alot of occasions having funn together
=DDDDD 2A2 rocks forever!

Today/Wednesday

Never go school again , But i feel much better.
Still having a fever, cough, & flu.
Will be meeting my girls after school at mac :D
I can't live a day without them man. Haha!
I guess tonight will update or else blog another day ba.
Ciaos!

Will you be my valentine if I ask you to ?
I guess the answer would be no definitely ): sigh!

4th February 2007.

2007-02-04T23:00:00.000-08:00

Uncle Randy & Helen Ho Wedding Photos .

I'm just posting my aunt's & uncle's wedding photos.
Don't my aunt look so prettaye! (: gosh! haha!
The photos were taken at LA / los angelas.
They came back on saturday midnight & had dinner today.
Was real real shag today , my head was spinning real bad ))))))))x
I got home, clear myself up, drop myself into bed into sleeep !

* i dreamt of you , sigh ):

3rd February 2007.

2007-02-03T21:50:00.000-08:00

I need you to take my hand ,
& try to help me mend my broken heart ,
& be there when i cry.
I want you to be with me ,
& walk with me on this road.
To step along beside me ,
& help me with this heavy load.
Just be there when I need you ,
& offer me your touch.
Some people are ashamed to cry,
but I am not afraid?
For crying is the way that I let out my pain.

-
You're Everything, I'm Wanting,
Come To Think Of It, I'm Aching.
But Your Love And Your Touch,
Will I Ever Feel It Again ?

2nd February 2007.

2007-02-02T22:30:00.000-08:00

So far away,

I wish you were here with me .

Wednesday

I forgot what happen in school hours everytime.
After school went to coffeshop with my girls & boys :D
Eating, Laughing, Gossiping, Chatting always :D
I just love themm all so much okay!
When everybody had their lunch ,
Ruth went to find bf,
Meijing went back to school ,
Rouyin, Shi, Junjie, Junhui, Nelson, Yingyi went home.
Left me, laopo, sweetie, mei there but still fun ok! :D
We kept on laughing & laughing alright had alot of fun ,
Which was much more better than just now =/
Sweetie & Laopo was so shuang & happy that she left -.-
Gosh! Went to my house after that , Laopo went home ):
Laughters & Craziness was at my house cause of pohjieting!
She was the crazy one , the madwoman man! Haha!
Went to meet karjuan at bus-stop,
Ting was stupid for not boarding the bus, funny luh she!
Me, Sweetie, Karjuan took the same bus & boarded at inter.
We met the rest up while sweetie went home.
Train down to kallang & there're alot alot of people man!
Cause that day there was the basketball match & soccer match.
Basketball - Singapore Slingers VS Adelaide 3gers , 105 vs 100
Soccer - Singapore VS Thailand , 2 vs 1
Cheston, Shawn, Weijie they all came too watch too.
Opposite there're shuwei, xuejun, yuting they all too. Hah!
Met the soccer people at the outdoor stadium after our basketball ,
Grace&Jj went off first , Rach&Jun left later on ,
& the rest went to mac to eat while me&yan left too.
We went running / walking here & there can, how tiring.
Got to bedok inter got up the last bus & saw jacky, xiong.
They just finish work & was going to liat's house.
Drop off first , than me , than yan luh.
Mum cooked maggi mee for me how nicee :D
Than off i went to sleep ): tired !
Gosh, what a bastard he is man fcuk!

Thursday

Real tired in the morning as slept for 5hours only.
Gosh! Forgot what happen in school ler.
Had training as usual did my sets & everything ,
Injured both my legs/ thighs damn hell fcuk pain luh!
I ran halfway than leg no strength & was being stretch ..
Fcuk! It was painful like so !@**%^^*!^@*&! can! ))))))):
Yanling help me massage still pain can.
I can't even stand up & walk properly.
After that got better,
Went to find friends at don't know where.
They played ball while i just shoot shoot only. Hah!
Went mac to eat afterwards than home luh.

Today / Friday

A boring friday as usual i guess.
Girlfriends had cca always on friday which I don't have.
When they have cca , I don't have.
When I have cca , they do / don't at times.
Spend my day slacking & talking luh.
Staring into space thinking about me&you
Oh forget it let me talk about my day.
Was with shermaine, yuexing, yanting & leonard at coffeshop.
I had my meal -.- while they didn't -.-
Went bubble tea & leonard fetch huiyim home while the bike was left with us -.-
I had to ride the bike to school as i promised to help him.
How kind am i :D LOL
Got back school , saw minpei & said YO again. haha!
Than went to buy keith's hairband at bookshop ,
Sat down at atrium's bench with yanting & others.
Talk alot & laugh too. Lols!
Then me&yanting left around 4 than till soccer court,
sike they all suan me & wei -.-
Saw ruthie they all too at said bye too.
Than saw ruiheng outside with leonard's bike riding.
Than he cycle to bus-stop with us & talk with us.
Me&yanting bluff him saying that we heard got one girl jio him ,
Than he ask us chio not all those. Than we say chio those, sec2 or sec3.
He like so despoo lah! haha! whatever. than went off ler.
Got up 228 saw maomao&gf,
Reach home showered watch televison halfway slept.
The noise woke me up & went down to have dinner.
Saw elaine, weijie, xinyu & another guy said hi.
Went to check out things for our house ,
Bought my pens & home .
Tomorrow morning got to wake up early to go to school ,
As 3A1 would be having discipline course with all teachers & parents.
How boring can that be, fcuk!
But glad will be able to skip canoe training ,
Will be going out with lydia, elvira, zheyee :D enjoys!

& Goodbye.

-

I began to realise the pain i felt ,
Equals a closer step to forget you ,
But I won't have the courage to give up ,
Just hope everything will go naturally.
Making myself to feel numb ,
Trying to make myself feel better
I choose to turn away / run away ,
To forget all the pains.
I'm real tired of everything ,
I really need a break.
Iloveyou*

I guess its time to grow,
After all the things that happened
It'll all remain as beautiful memories I guess,
Though it really hurts
& I believed that I'll stay strong
& become what I was used to be.
Yet I wish the best for you :D
Thanks for the memories you'd given me .

But yes, I'm still waiting & I love you.

I hope you'll come back okay ): sigh!

30th Januray 2007.

2007-01-30T23:03:00.000-08:00

I'm blogging like later & later -.-
Okay! Now updating ~
Now i'm having STM ,
I keep forgetting what i've done for the past few days.
-__________________-

Friday

Went to parkway w. jaslene&hsinray ,
Bought hamster's stuff & than went to eat.
Did my maths homework , so guai right (: lols!
Go S&K , balloon & yuanlong was working there.
Waited for shutter bus as hsinray said there was,
So while waiting , got one auntie rushing up the bus ,
Than she left her trolley aside & got up the bus w. her bags.
Jaslene went to push the trolley back properly ,
There was $1 inside the hole ( donno how to explain)
She took the $1 out -.- hah!
Than waited & waited , no bus came at all to bedok ?
Than buey tahan , we cab to jaslene's house.
Took chewing gum & the tape from her house.
Than copy alot of niceeee notes into my foolscape(:
Memories are always there to be kept (:
The box of hearts & letters where nice luh.
Gosh! Patch w. her alrights! :D
Peied hsinray to the bus-stop ,
Than jaslene pei me to wait for bus , & it rained ):
& when it always rain i will wonder ,
Why does the sky keep on crying ?
The weather sometimes change someone's mood ,
& guess it change my mind & health =/
I was sick on that night & shiver all the while,
Met buddy xin anyway ,
& she's the one to be there always yea! :D
The guys came along & they're noisy -.-
Ask me/xin buy mac's stuff for them & blah!
But at least i did get to see him & yeah :D
Still i was sick ):

Saturday

1st day of work was alright ,
Somehow boring & tired.
Did not go for canoe's training as no time to rush down.
Jaslene pei me come down & she gave me the ring (:
Its nice & its louis vuitton ok! Haha whatever ~
After work went to find jacky at his house downstair ,
Met this v. v. v. v. v. weird man, digusting&pucks!
After that i don't wanna say liao.
It just ruin my whole day mood ):
I'm sorry for everything.
& Goodbye .

Sunday

Went to work normally ,
Almost late but i wasn't yet it was them -.-
Nothing much to do at the shop either ,
Me&shanen kept talking that's all ,
Changing the music & so on .. blahs!
Talk to maryjane's staff & she's friendly :D
Going to be 17 this year waiting for O levels. Haha!
She&another girl/20years old de was cleaning the fan,
The actions damn funny luh.
The 20years old one was sweeping the floor w. a face no expression =/
Than its like she sweeping the dusts & rubbish out of the shop ,
Shanen told me that she was sweeping the luck out -.- LOL!
Ended work at 10pm , Train to bedok inter.
Waited for that jacky to end work lah!
Suvin came too as she was waiting for xiaojing&balloon ,
In the end she went to 85 market find them for supper/dinner.
Jacky made me wait for damn hell long & was done nearly 12 ,
Which was the time i suppose to reach home.
Than i very kanjiong & he keep laughing at me lah!
Than we walk to main road there & got a cab.
Heng! Thanks for paying the cabfare boyfriend :D
Than he cab down to liat house to join the others.
& off i went to sleep as next day there's school -.-
how tiring could i be ):

Monday

I forgot what happen at school .
I just know i keep sleeping in class that's all ,
& i never talk much but kept quiet -.-
After school stay back pass up raj's work ,
Went to d&t block waited w. the girls for their work ,
In the end mrpeck never come & no need to do -______-
Jieting&Stephanie went for their cca / guzheng.
Meijing went for guides , & koli help her.
Me&Rouyin sat at the canteen eat ,
Than meishan & the guys came along.
We laugh&talk alot luh.
Treated mariam(junjie) & darren drinks.
Mariam very funny lah. He's just so entertaining ok! :D
Rouyin ate the lychee&ice till very shuang like belongs to her -.-
Dumb lah she, than waited for meijing&koli come down.
Walked aimlessly to the reservoir ,
Than playground , Than reservoir & mama -.-
Sang songs , Talk , Laugh & nothing much.
Waited for laopo&ting finish their cca ,
Than bus home w. laopo, rouyin, gabriel, mingkiat, gimkee.
I love laopo & mummy alot (:
Saw kiat, liat, blue at basketball court on the way ,
But i don't know what to do nor react afterall ~

Today / Tuesday

Junhui gave me poki :D thanksmuch!
I kept sleeping in class again & again luh.
I'm just very tired that's all lah! *yawns*
Assembly was alright today luh.
At least it was entertaining not talks or whatsoever.
Realise that the girl on the stage was agnes's sis, interesting eh.
Stay back again, like everytime 3A1 de lor! Now popular liao lah.
Everytime we kana, Everything also we, Everybody & Everyday!
Sibei hate mr.raj like hell cause his work haven't do ,
& always got his damn hell work to do & hard to do ok!
Whatever, had training as usual.
Keith&Norman came for training ,
I guess they're coming back for normal trainings?
Others have training on thursday/land training, how special !
I wanna be the special ones too lah. Gosh!
Canoeing just sucks ok! HAHA :D
Finish our warmups& everything ,
We saw people playing volleyball & its like awwwwww ):
Why damai no volleyball or else will join liao.
We at there blahblahblah, Me&Lydia wanna join! ):
If got volleyball i will join de lor. Songbo! HAH.
Than finish everything/trainings than headed for dinner.
After dinner than home sweet home w. jaslene ,
Darren is bugging me to finish bloggin ,
& hoddle reminded me mr.raj's hmwrk!
But i'm kind & i won't hate people. HAH !
Tmr going to watch slingers match w. alot of people ,
There's friendship day & couple day -.0
wtf am i talking , whatever! shall laughoutlout tmr ba!8
Karjuan is sooo nice & kind ok :DDD
Best kor alrights !
He's shuaaaaaaaaaaai & cuteeeee okay!
{33 enjoy tomorrow yah :D

-

If only we could look into our past life
And see how our love first bloomed
I should have cherished each moment
Cause now the love we have is through.
I gave so much to you
Gave you my all
I was there through the times
That you needed me
But I'm no longer your girl now.
But since you've came long, I've been holding on.
Nothing means more than you.
I can't figure out why, boy i miss you.
I just can't bring myself out of this.
Its going to be 2months of waiting.
I'll wait for you, even in a million years.
Counting every day that goes by ..

25th January 2007.

2007-01-25T23:25:00.000-08:00

It has been days since i've been blogging ,
Like monday till today ~
So its like two days alrd -.- whatever!
I can't recall what happen much either, tsk!

Tuesday

I forgot what happen in school ,
Had a boringgggg assembly ,
& after school had training.
Went to temasek poly.
Went to do warmup, jumpingjacks & etc.
Than run the track&field / interval run.
It was damn tiring & longgggg lah!
Than went to bedok reservoir to canoe .
Me&lydia could only get AK for few more trainings ):
Had no boats to use , so we used MOE boats -.-
We took K1 each. It was boring lah!
Glad that training was over ,
Had dinner at coffeshop nearby school than headed home.
Saw kenneth on the bus & he was sleeping -.-
Haha! He very funny lah & he laugh at me.
Cause i trip when getting down the bus -.- ewww!
Than saw the guys at 606 playing basketball ,
But never really care & jiu hom-ed ..

Wednesday

Body aching when i woke up ):
Went school as normal ,
& i forgot what happen in school anw!
LOL .
After sch waited for rouyin, meijing & koli as they had so-called guides?
But don't know what was going on actually.
Than was somehow drizzling ,
& the girls took the bus ,
& i went home to change as was going out w. alicia&yanyi :D
Than there was time to rush home & come back coffeshop to find them.
Than i rush rush rush than as i reach my home door ,
Alicia message me & say not going ler.
& i was like wtfffffffffff -.- than neverminds.
I jiu go take 228 meet them at the coffeshop ,
Halfway on the bus alicia message me say going liao.
As both of them on the way home alrd ,
Than i was like wtfffffffffff -.- than i rushhh home change!
No time to meet gf/bfs at coffeeshop alrd ): saddening!
Decide on clothes quite sometime ,
Bus down to bedok inter & went to ntuc find liat&lizard ,
Got back my fbt shorts like finally! LOL,
Than i almost forgot about the money from jacky as i was broke.
Went up the clinic find jacky & heard he was sick , spited blood -.-
Poor thing than got my money & i stay stay stay .
Than faster rush to meet the two girls of mine. Paisehs ar!
Than we went to parkway , ate & walk walk .
Played dumb arcade -.- & it was boring lah!
Than on the bus was funny & jiaooo -.- LOL
Yanyi went to cheston's house ,
Alicia went home ,
I went home put stuffs & met jacky.
Stupid kiat beat the chair & its pain lah. Pig!
The others went to play basketball ,
Than haoyan came down & we peied him/ he peied us.
Went to felicia's shop get haoyan's latern stuffs -.-
& he started going school alrd, meridian jc eh!
Xin ku ta liao, clever kia! =/
Went to check jacky's account ,
They bought bubble tea & the passion fruit just sucks!
So sour & weirddd ~
Than haoyan went home , left me & jacky.
We chatted & he pei-ed me go home.
Thanks boy-friend (: haha!
Anw, don't mistake us .
We're good good friends! (:

Today/Thursday

Still having body aches! ): pengs!
Went mama ,
Than actually the 3 of them leaving liao.
Jacky, Kiat, Andrew.
Than i don't know than shouted my name than i go over.
Than at there bully me liao -.- Andrew&Kiat -.-
Whatever! Than kiat shouted damaians ex ,
Then all of them turn look at him / malays&chinese.
He damn disiao & boliao lah.
Jacky wanted to see the singapore stomp thingy ,
& that kiat ask me help him buy sweet -.-
We were talking in chinese anw ~
Kiat : Kim! Help me buy sweet.
Me : What sweet?
Kiat : Anything.
Me : *see & bought mentose & passes to him*
Kiat : Why this sweet? I don't want, change for me.
Me : -.- change to what sweet?
Kiat : Errr, i want horse/halls.
Me : Huh? What sweeet? Horse?
Kiat : Yah, you know the horse * do the horse action *
Me : Huh? *ask jacky what sweet*
Jacky : * go & find the sweet * Halls ar?
Kiat : Ah. Yahlahh! I want the yellow , honey one.
Jacky : Tmd, still can choose ar!
Than i forgot what the conversation was liaoo.
Ok! I'm killing time & being lameeee -...-
But i was wthhhhhhhhhh -.-
* thinking to myself , you say horse what than its halls lah! *
Than he ask niakhee he knows me not ,
Than he tell him can anyhow bully me -.-
Than niakhee at there smiling / aum chio lor!
I never de zui him;kiat lor, anyhow de lah he! Moroon!
Went school & at a later time 7.25 reach school ,
But school started later so heng never late ! (:
Than i was happy onwards than after that no more liao after silent reading.
Cause we talk & early in the morning can see him liao eh (:
How happy & niceeeeee lah! HOHO.
Okayokay, I know i'm over-reacting.
Forget it.
School was boring for me , & definitely it was.
I kept sleeping in class , & really was very tired.
Last period was back to normal ,
rouyin&stephanie came up to look for us & know about the matter.

The guy you just !@&*#!&amp;amp;#^@^!#&!@#&^6
Fcuk off & die lah.
So what you're sec1 & scolding a sec3 big deal huh.
Maybe you don't know she was sec3 yet a sec1 ,
Even if she was sec1 , you think you can bully people uh.
Don't think that way man , & you're wrong.
One day you will just end up being beaten up & off you go ~
& if you do hope you'll learn a lesson.
Let's us see tomorrow how you biao xian yourself ..
Hope you'll dieeee ~ LOL.

Had land training afterwards ,
Me&lydia body aching like siao ):
We're called twin towers by jaslene -.- lols!
Did our warmups & was gan funny lah!
Me&Lydia at the back keep laughing till pengs ,
Cause of something that made us laugh like mad ,
& everyone was staring at us laughing. Gan paisehs ar!
Than than did weights & was damn slack ,
Mr.Raihan was saying his story , & he talk alot of weird stuffs luh.
Did interval runs after that & it was somehow fun lah.
Haha! Than had dinner at coffeeshop & laugh alot .
Really like finally after so long we sat down & talk & laughh.
Always making fun of that rebecca & each other.
Yanting join us anw :D
WhyeKit , Xuanning , Huiyim , Leonard was beside us another table.
Two couple eh? Sialah haha! whatever.
We laugh & laugh that's all i know.
Than we went to sat at the bricks there ,
The beside sweet-talk / 7eleven there & chatted.
Not for long we went to take bus ,
& i knew something. Goodluck to jj anw w. her!
Than boared the bus not knowing what was it ,
& i asked yanting we take what bus ?
Than she was like 66 than i was like ohh i donnt know eh.
Blur me lah. alamak! Junice&lydia got place to sit -.-
Me, Yanting, Jaslene, Angella need to stand. Ewwww!
Than 4 of us drop first than yanting went home.
While Angella & Jaslene walk home from my house there ,
They played w. the yellow thingy downstairs & headed home.
& now its real real real bored for me.

& this if for you darrren xiao di ; lameoo ~
Not forgetting to say a big word thanks to you ! darren xiaodi :D
For giving me poki every single day yah. Haha!
& being that caring & nice always (: Loves!
Hope she'll accept you soon alright , goodluck!
{333

-

25th January 2007.

2007-01-25T23:21:00.000-08:00

Suddenly I just thought of many stuffs ,
& I felt like posting here.
Don't have to read it anw if you don't want to ~
whatevershitimtalkingjustdontcare .

-

Things around me makes me understand something.
Make me feel that, you don't belong to me.
Things which is not mine,
No matter how hard i fight for it,
I won't get it in any way.
But I can't control myself for loving you.

-

Hoping that dreams come true.
I dreamt that you msg/called me.
& i saw your name calling to me & was shocked !
Picking up the phone quick ,
You asked whether can we meet?
& i said ok, & we met up.

I went to meet you ,
While walking side by side ,
You held my hand asking me for a patch?
& adding alot of words into it.
I was real happy & suprised at that time.
& it was like my dream came true.
I was touch w. the words you said to me & I said yes.
Walking hand-in-hand to meet the rest ,
& told them we're back together!

but afterall it's just an dream.

will dreams ever come true?
sigh ):

-

I guess I've never regretted loving you,
Though I landed in this situation .
Afterall , why must I / We ended this way?
I still don't understand the reason why ,
& I guess I won't understand it one day .
I want you , I need you ,
but there's nothing I can do to make you stay .
The reason you given me were just excuses as I thought ,
Things suddenly change when I woke up in a new morning ,
You were different , I'll never forget that day.
How much pain I went through ,
S tears I shed for you ,
It was too much on that day ,
& i was in real real pain )))):
Not talking about that day ,
I don't know why i will be so happy when am with you.
Seeing you, Holding you , Clinging you, Hugging you, Talking to you .
Everything I've done with you ,
Everything I've done for you .
I won't forget any of our memories ~
You brought me soo much love & happiness my dear.
I really can't afford to let go though I understand its not worth it .
I rather I'll be loving you like a fool.
Cause I really do need you badly ):

Gnights ~

22nd Januray 2007.

2007-01-22T21:55:00.000-08:00

Today's suppose to be our 1month anniversary ):
Can you believe it , time flies that quickly..
Imagine me&him together, how happy can i be ..
Not like in this state now .. ):

School was boring for me me me !
Early in the morning had silent reading as usual ,
& went back class after that & mrs phee is jiao!
Than had poa & i was weird at that period ,
I kept quiet not like the usual me ,
& i rest my head on the table & sleep.
When i woke up i realise they've started work ,
& i finish my work jiu bell ring liao.
When i woke up i was real blur, depress & tired at that time.
How i wish i could jump off the building at that time ..

After school went to meet the rest ,
There's me, lydia, adeline, angela, shi & the couple .
They ate their mee hun kuey / ban mian.
I did not eat cause i was full & no appetite either.
Lydia & shi went home ,
Angela went back to school ,
Me, Adeline & the couple went to bugis.
I went for my job thingy ,
&& the guy talk to me damn long larh.
The couple was there romancing larh ):
I envy them lah. stupid ruth & wanhui uhh! ewwwwww.
Have to be there by 12pm this sat & sun, working till 10pm!
How late & tiring will i be ..
Before that i have training early in the morning at 9am ,
I don't know how to arrange my schedule now. Gosh!
& sunday ignites having match i unable to go down there. fuck!
A tiring, boring, complicated life lar, how i wish i can end my life larh!
After that adeline train home ,
Me & couple went to suntec's bus-stop .
How tiring & sunny larh. stupid sun larh!
I boarded the bus while the couple went to suntec & walk.
Than i went to kallang netball centre ,
Damai netballers wasn't there luh.
Than bedoknorth lost to kc girls ): by 2 points.
It was a close game , wasted right.
& i saw yanyi like finnally larh ): i miss her so much!
Than xiaojing, kiat, liat came while the game finish.
Than met them jiu walk to bus-stop & they went parkway ,
& me, stella, yanyi, shiya went bedok inter.
On the bus we met a pervert & weird guy larh!
He's sooooooooooooo ewwwwwwwwwwwww!
When he boarded the bus , He sat beside stella .
Not EXACTLY , but the chair beside larh.
Than he keep looking at us -.- fuck him la! =X
Than he look look , & he farted too -.-
Me & stella laugh at him , gosh larh!
I listen to my music & was reading my storybook ,
Suddenly the netball ball roll to the bottom of my chair ,
The guy kan jiong see what thing drop on the floor ,
He damn hell kan jiong larh. && ran to the back seat see luh.
Then after that he sat down then he smile to us -.- . fuck!
Than he like wannted to ask number than dunwan.
Than when he dropping he mumble words to us -.- so weird !
Go & !@(*&!*%^@&*!^#* die -__________________-
Than drop at bedok inter , we walk to kfc as wanted use toilet.
Than there was this guy open the toilet door & he scold his friend fucker!
Than my expression was like LOL , than stella keep on laughing luh.
& i thought she was laughing at the guy but yet my expression -.- kuku!
Than we went to sushi shop , at many people inside.
Its like one tiny space , so many people squeeze, how jiao!
Than shiya never go in , than yanyi&stella went in first bought theirs.
While outside shiya kept on laughing at me luh -.-
What i've done & she keep on laughing at me seh. alamak!
Than walked to inter on the way i went to find jacky luh.
Than maybe after work on the weekends jiu come find him (: yay!
Shiya went home alone , & 3 of us took 66.
Yanyi drop off first , than i showed stella the video of rouyin&steph singing.
Hahah(: && stella ask me wanna join xiao yuan superstar & i was like -.-
Hahaha. but i wanna join larh. but paisehs lor! pengs! =/
Rouyin should join yah, mummy ar mummy!
There's school tmr & canoeing training after school.
Announcement ,
me&lydia&dingting will be back in canoeing (: LOL!

Sunday

Ignites had match 12.45pm ,
& it was a good match.
We lost somehow , 51-21 yah!
Saddening isn't it ,
But at least they put in effort yah.
Than after that slack at the coffeshop ,
& i went to meet xin at don't know where de basketball court,
cause she went to help ben move house luh.
than waited for alicia to come & we talk alot ,
& i cried -.- ewwwwwwwwwwww!
Than after the talks & laugh w. all of them lah.
The fat guy shawn was funny & entu larh. haha!
Ben was a nice & friendly guy too (:
Than we bus down to pasar malam & walk ,
Met xuejun & she was w. us for awhile ,
Than went to petal sit down & chat w. the girls ,
Sent suvin off than i went home ..
At least i saw him ..

Saturday

Went to sbc for the meeting ,
& actually there wasn't & they had training w. slingers.
Me, Raymond, Karjuan went to xiang shou ,
Eat & had dessert at the market. haha!
While the rest had training luh -.-
Then after everything ,
went to coffeshop slack & they gambled -.-
& ** started smoking already like wtf luh ~
I don't know can , & how can ** smoke larh.
He change already , wadever!
Than around don't know what time all left together ,
Than the guys went to plug one stupid thing ,
I shall upload another time cause smth wrong w. usb ):
Than i got scolded by the damn bloddy 65 bus uncle , fuck!
Than went to meet xin buddy (: yay!
We talk alot & really alot larh. haha!
We check out each other's phone de updates ,
Send songs here & there ,
& she pei me walk home (:
Than we played the thingy downstairs ,
It was fun & cool larh. haha!

I love buddy so much ,
Thanks for being there always for me.
& i'm there always for you too (:

-

There's nothing i can do when i miss you so badly ):
Can we still message you like we used to ?
Can we still talk to each other like we used to ?
Can we interact like we used to ?
Can we disturb each other like we used to ?
Can we have fun & laughters like we used to ?
Can we get back together like we used to ?
We don't have to get back together its okay.
Just that if we could be like the past before we got together ,
Always having fun & disturbance that always ,
I'm already contented having you as a friend ,
Now we're not even friends yet strangers =/
SIGHHH , I wanna message you badly ):
Nobody will see the tears i cry ~

或许你可以找到一个你更爱的人 ,
可是你再也找不到一个比我更爱你的人 ..

19th January 2007.

2007-01-19T19:52:00.000-08:00

No pain no gain ?
This phrase doesn't defines that ,
There's an compulsory gain when there's pain.
Sometimes when you sacrifice,
& feel pain for the person you love.
He/She will never know how much pain you are suffering,
How much have you done for him/her
They will never understand you,
Because they never tried to.
& sometimes when you sacrifice,
& feel pain for the person you love.
He/She knows how much pain you have been suffering,
How much you have done,
Because they tried to understand you.

So after so long,
I am still finding what i want .
I always thought i could find it on you,
But though i am trying so hard to..
I just can't find what i want on you.
I only found ,
How not important am i in your heart.
After so long of feeling what you feel,
Thinking of what you're thinking,
Saying what you wanna say to myself.
& i think i know what you want ?
You just want me to give up.
Or you don't ever care what i'm thinking or what ba.

You are just making me suffer.
I really hate myself ,
Really so much so much..
For falling for you ,
But i just love you so no matter what baby.
Please come back can you ,
I only wish for your return ..

18th January 2007.

2007-01-18T21:55:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 21TH BIRTHDAY BALLOON ! :DD

These days alot of things occured ,
Matters & matters caught up one by one.
Everyone's mood these days ain't that good either esp. today!
All of them like damn weird larh.
Except me, steph, ting & ruth luh.
Then i realise these days have been spending my days w. 2a2 !
The guys & girls :DDDD
I loveeeee every single of them man!
We're that united hao ma.
They had guides today & all of us waited for them ,
You know the guys too man & the girls of course (:
Like how nice & sweet of them to wait too. haha!
They're that funny, nice, & can be our best friends yah!
HAHAHA , 2a2 just rocks ok!
We'll never be apart as our heart is always there (:

Tmr bnss netball girls having match against chai chee,
Think most probably bnss will win right (:
Haha! Dear alicia & yanyi will be playing,
Why wouldn't i go & support man.
If can i will go down alrights girl (:
Xiaojing wake up early than go watch ba.

Tmr going where after school seh
Have no idea lor..
Hope able to go out w. usual 5 larh ! ):
I MISS THEM LIKE SO MUCH CAN .
Or else e w. 2a2 peeps again nor. hees!
They just brighten up my day ok (: haha!

Saturday hope can go out w. yanyi & alicia baa (:
But yanyi & chest will be celebrating their anniversary this sat ,
Though its not the actual day cause he postponed it =/ ewwww.
Go out okay you two! haiyoo. 7th MONTH LIAO LEH.
Hahaha. Everlasting loveee yah (:

Mummy came in & hold a durian right in front of my face,
& i was like what's that ? ewwwwwwwwwwww!
Than i move away than she keep coming after me ,
& laughing evily at me lah! hahaha. how weird larh!
& she told me something & i was suprise.
When i was young i loveeeeeeeee to eat durians!
Did i hear wrongly or what , i don't believe it .
Until one night i had durians than she gave me milk to drink & i vomited ,
From that day onwards i never eat durians till now liaoo.
LOL , so suprise eh cause i don't know why i don't know.
Maybe cause of the incident that happen during young ba.

Trust me it won't happen.
I don't wanna be the reason why either.
Even if it does happen ,
I won't ever do anything or what to * ,
I just stick to who i love now & it will be forever kiat ..

16th January 2007.

2007-01-16T21:30:00.000-08:00

Alrights , have photos to be upload but after posting yea (:
Its beeen sooo long i've see him alrd ,
Message him today & its really like -_______________-
Very saddening & what larh ):
I wanna message him everyday , every hour , every minute ..
Shall stop saying about him or else i will ... ):
Were out with steph, rouyin, meijing, ting, koli & shi :DDD
Ruth was out with wanhui so too baddd larh.
Than we had kfc & it was funny larh.
But was bad mood for me too , moroon.
Than we went to century & toilet first destination ,
As i needed to do my business & some of them too.
hahahah! &&& we took alot of photos there ourselves.
Me & Steph de most (: HAHAH :D wo hen ai ni !!!
Than went to walk around & took neos , twice too!
Me & Koli decorated both neos. hoho :D
& its real nice yah (:
Its way too memorable to forget about 2a2 man!
Everyone's missing their last year class ,
I think too everyone they miss sec2 life at this level barh.
Than me & koli decorated on the 2nd neos for a very longggg time .
Sorry people to keep you guys waiting yah.
& went toilet after that with her, & we took photos tooo! :DD sweetie rocks!
Than after neos , ahgao called me than he with bk at nokia shop.
Than went ground floor on the way to inter ,
saw elaine & shawn luhhh who went to find them.
Than after that took bus 22 home ,
Shi went to take train & Koli took bus 67 homeee.
Than we keep laughing & talking real loud on the bus man.
We're the noisest people on the bus , esp. rouyin ? LOL!
Than all of us drop at our own bus stop & home sweet home .
Mummy said i was guai today & got home early luhhh (:
I'm bored now larhh. Now photos!

This are the tic-tac that Mr.Poon gave us :D
&& we wrote our names on the sweet , haha.
There're Kim, Ruth, Ms.Veronica,
Matthew, Darren, Shawn, Junhui, Mingkiat .
I think that's all. LMAO!

This photo was taken today by shawn ,
& those two gays you should know.
MATTHEW & DARREN :D

--------------------------------------------------------------

This happened at steph's house ,
Stupid woman wearing that boots ,
& she kept on laughing. hahahah! :D

I guess all of you're wondering who this person is ,
I won't reveal who she is cause she'll kill me.
You guess if you want to! (:

* no offence hor, you let me take de eh!
hahahaha.

* I'm speechless , have no idea what's going on w. me & them ..

15th January 2007.

2007-01-15T22:30:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY GOH JUN JIE :DDD

May your wishes come true ,
& everlasting w. yours girl alright .
You'll be my that brother always (:
brother-sisterly love {3

budd(:
lalala' i dont know how i felt these days ,
saw him on sat & went out .
he did talk to me though it was little ,
& appreciate it so much.
we had eye contact luh.
sigh! i want him back ):

JIEXIN:budd(:
jiayous girl !
although i may not understand what you are going through.
but im always there for you! meetup soon(:
i can feel the love that he once gave you.
and its irreplaceable. be strong girl!

I wrote the top one ,
& buddy wrote the bottom on.
When she replied me ,
Looking at the 4th sentence ,
There were tears in my eye.
I just feel like crying out loud now! ):
I'm really in pain , no one knows.
Send me someone with no feelings.
Send me someone i can just talk to without making it feels sad for me ..

Alrights ,
Hope able to work baa.
I don't have the mood to blog actually.
I'm happy for isabelleeee & yuanyuan (:
Everlasting loveeeeeeee !
& seeing friends around me happy i'm glad ..

* Its the 1st month i've like you ,
& the 14th day that i've waited ..

The Pain Grows To Feel So Huge.
But I'll Always Remember The Love You Had Given Me ..

14th January 2007.

2007-01-14T18:45:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling damn cold now man.
How i wish he's here to give me warm.
& yes,
I still remembered there was once.
At k-box i told him i was feeling cold ,
& he told me he felt cold too.
He held my hands ,
& he blow wind through his to mine. haha!
He's cute & lovin , that's one point i like about him (:
& i told him that's not the way to blow.
So i taught him how & i blow his hand ,
But i don't know how to explain ,
Than he blow & i blow , & blowed together.
There was warmth given there , & loveeee (:
Very sweeeeeeeeeett isn't it (:
But that was the past alrd ,
I miss the past yea , truly i do ..
& of course him ):
But whats past has became a part of your life once ,
At least gladly once i had you ,
I never regret loving you , i never do ~

Wo hao xiang hui dao ni de shen bian ,
Ni dong wo hen ai ni mah?
))))))))))):

14th January 2007.

2007-01-14T03:27:00.000-08:00

我要回到过去 ):

Went out with mum today.
Went tamp first ,
than bedok central next .
I bought two pairs of shoe ,
A pair of shoe at century square.
I don't know how to explain ,
but its niceee & i like it much (:
School shoe was bought at bedok ,
Cause i couldn't find the adidas i wanted ,
& will try to find it at someother outlet ba.
This pair of school shoe is just a temporary one mum said.
Will get the adidas or nike one another time.
& now i have 3 pairs of school shoes yea.
Eh wait ! No , i have 4 pair of school shoes.
Two pair of converse ,
One pair of adidas ,
& One trail shoe i bought today.
& if i'm able to find the shoe i wanted ,
Than i'll have like 5 pair of school shoe man!
gosh , so many.
&& yes ,
Bought my french manicure! (:
Mummy bought it for me , sweeeett !
It cost $14 yeah, i love it so.
& she will use it too man.
Everything we have , both me&mum will share (:
& she bought her liquid eyeliner & make up removal.
Daddy was working & that's why he wasn't paying for it.
hahahaha! sorry mum for making you pay for everything.
But she spent like less than hundred ,
& more than $50 abit that's all.
Somehow very litte right .
Couldn't get my jeans & shorts today either.
So will get it someother time yeah.
Actually I love my mum , I don't hate her.
When she's unreasonable or mean then i will =XX
Haha, but at times she's soo nice you know.
Oh i love her sooo , & of course daddy too (:
Actually i love my family larh .
The Chng family yeahhh (: HOHO.
But i don't like talking about my family luhhh.
& yah on the way home on the bus ,
mummy said something to me lols.

mummy : I don't mind you having a boyfriend actually.
me : huh? I don't have lah.
mummy : as long you're boyfriend is blahhhblahhh.
me : but the problem now is i don't have a bf trust me okay.
even if have i tell you okay.
mummy : you're boyfriend must be smart not stupid blahhhh.
me : but not everyone is clever or what eh. plus i'm stupid enough ,
why would i get someone stupid as me. hahahaha! LOL.
no offence lah. as long he's kind,caring,loving& care me for can ler ma.
mummy : yeahlor also can (:

LOL , intresting lahhh.
mummy made me so suprise.
i think she saw the last time photos of him ?
Or maybe my screensaver yeah.
How i wish i could tell her i have a boyfriend now =/
His name ! & blahhhhhhhhhhhhh ...
But there isn't a chance for me ):

& tmr trying to look for jobs at bugis.
Tryna go & check tracia's past working shop ' unique '.
Hope they need people there man!
Please god pray for me / or us (:
LOL , i'm jungry & bored larhhs!

* 我不想做你的朋友 ..

13th January 2007.

2007-01-13T00:36:00.000-08:00

Went sentosa today ,
There were 14 of us altogether..
All of them went down into the water ,
Except for me & jian ning .
Played volleyball, sand, all these.
Around 5plus all went to showered these ,
Train & Bus to dhoby ghaut mrt to have our dinner.
After that bus down to bedok inter.
Some slept on the way ,
Only Me&Jeremy&Julian were laughing.
Talk about secondary life how fun was it ,
& teachers blahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
The guys except jacky went to play lan at princess ,
& we went to ahliat/beng's house.
Alicia, Jacky, Xiaojing, Balloon played mahjong
& beng went out meet friend than come back.
Yuanlong came over ,
Yvon&andrew met kiat&liat come over.
They played mahjong, watch tevee, eat than i left first.
Parents ain't home now yet at clarke quay -______-
Thinking they were at home , I came home quickly.
Bro's sleeping now & I'm using com.
Evan yo sang complicated ,
& was not bad luhhh. LOL.
Gosh, Its damn boring larh! ):
Chatting with that yanyi now.
She's in the same boat as me.
She's a friendly & nice person sehh!
Haha. I loveeeeeeeee her (:

* i know you're reading my blog now woman! (:
be happy to see ur name man! hahahahaha!

&& i wanna meet hazel jie up man!
looking forward wednesday if we can yah!

12th January 2007.

2007-01-12T22:00:00.000-08:00

I need you badly ):

I really really do ..

):

cries of the past {/3

11th January 2007.

2007-01-11T21:45:00.000-08:00

I'm bored now ,
Everyone's dead ,
& how i wish to be dead toooooo ..
Xiaojing they all pangseh me , go play mahjong ):
There's school tomorrow again ,
& it will be saturday. yay!
Going out with them to sentosa ,
Feel so great to be out , seeing him its enough (:
He's working today ,
Everything's going fine for him ba.
At least there's accompany? Hope so ba.
Shall end my post today than , ciaoooooos ~

I Couldn't Forget Everything ,
You Know How Much I Miss You ,
Those Simple Words You Said Had Hurt Me So Much ,
To You Its Just Words Or Whatsoever ,
But To Me Your Words Had Been Stuck Inside My Mind ,
& They Had Stab Me Hard ,
Now I Just Earn To Have You Back ,
I Wanna See You Happy & I'll Be Too.
You Never Talk To Me ,
Or Take That Glimpse Of Me ?
I Don't Know What The Hell You Are Thinking.
The Promises & Words You Said ,
I Trusted You , I Gave My Heart To Call It Yours Only .
But Yet , You Broke It Hard {/33333
Its A Game Over For A Period Of Time ,
& Yet I'm Still Broading About It .
It Shows I Really Need You ,
I'm Willing To Pei You Everyday ,
I Can Go To Your House After School Or What ,
Just Anything Will Do Boy.
I Really Wanna Be With You ,
I'll Be That Someone Who Will Help You With Your Problems,
Someone Who'll Tell You About Your Wrongs.
Someone Who'll Look Out For You.
Having A Relationship Is Not All About Agreeing All The Time.
But To Get Through Things Together.

; You Know I Love You Boy ... ):

11th January 2007.

2007-01-11T05:43:00.000-08:00

School *no comment*
Recess time was with koli & gang .
Real real happy having same recess as them :D
How i wish all of us were in the same class ):
Just miss 2a2 people , all of them.
How united we were & etc .

Was late for physics class / mrs ng -.-
Got many of us , & all chinese luh.
Sat outside class & we made alot of noise ,
Than mrs ng come out blahblah us,
Than sent us to office after lesson .. stupid larh!
Almost the whole chinese class people sent down ,
Only liangyu who didn't came ,
Matthew pangseh / said sorry to cher.
Zihao ran away , Keewee & shawn in class -.-
Or else it will be like the whole chinese class liao!
Before that there wasn't gimkee & ruth ..

Me : EH! ruth leh? where she go? at class ah? sialah. pangseh!
Jieting : She at class hide hide.
The guys : * forgot what they say liao*
Mrs Ng : Ohhhh! Ruth & Gimkee in class ah. later i go class find them.
The rest : ohhor kim!
*laughing*

Paisehs. hahaha!
Than sat there wrote our name ,
Mr Loh & MR Yew talk talk talk ,
Than blahblahblah , Both of them made us laugh.
LOL , than back to class / wasted like one period ? donno.
Than english machiam no lesson can .
That Beat-Rice-Tay never care about us ,
We're like transparent you know,
Listen to songs , ate in class ,
walk in & out , up & down ,
Talk & laugh loudly machiam our house.
Doing anything we wanted luh -__________-
Mr Lee was funny lah.

MissTay : * was explaining to azween something with a sexy lying post *
We all : Teacher, you see miss tay doing what , sexy sia!
We shout to Miss tay : teacher, sexy sexy sexy.
Mr Lee : *takes a closer look*
Mr Lee : I don't want to see , Treat i never see, I go liao.

I forgot what he say liao ,
but damn funny larh! hahaha.
Mr Lee at there aum chio also & he walked away quickly.
Then chemisty listen to music using earpiece ,
Mr Nazrul never care either ,
Listen & sang to myself , i was like zi bi -.-
I wondering what's happening to this year ,
Everything's weird in school , especially teachers =/
Than after school went to meet the girls ,
& i met lydia, adeline, angela off to lydia house..
Stupid rain keep on raining like non-stop!
Bus to her house , than got my stuffs & off i go.
Went to steph's house all by myself -.-

All of us enjoyed the day at steph's house :)
Having all of the girls gathered ,
Except for shi who didn't come to school ,
& ruth who went out with wanhui .
Help rouyin with her meal ,
Finding vcds with koli ,
& she wore that dumb shoes ,
i'll upload when i can :) haha.
Than watch ghost vcds inside the room ,
Two of us watching while the rest use comp ,
Than later they all came in too , in & out though.
Laugh alot with meijing & koli ,
Cause we disturbed jieting. hahaha!
The guys were unable to come up as steph's dad was back ,
& she got scolded cause of the leaking air-con -.-
Then we went down to find them ,
Naikhee, Darren, Gimkee, Mingkiat .
They played ball & we ate the mac stuffs.
The girls kept laughing like @&*!@&^!@ -.-
LOL , but was somehow stupid & funny luh.
Than videoed them singing ,
It was funny & intresting ~
They kept sanging ' jian ou ' ,
Rouyin's singing was quite nice though it was crazy .
Next ktv/kbox singing she has to go man.
All 2a2 people going right , HOHO!
hahaha! :DD I love 2a2 soo much!

Than the rain stop ,
& it comes raining heavily , stupid rain larh!
We ran from steph's house to the bus-stop ,
than bus-stop to home.
I'm soo fucking wet , from top to bottom & my shoes ):
Need to wear another pair of them to school .

& thanks lydia for the shorts ,
& thanks steph for the top ,
&&& yesi just remembered ,
I saw buddy & singhong ! :DD
gosh! when are we going out man ,
must soon okay.
I miss usual 5 ):

Alrights! I'm real real bored.
Something's wrong with computer & usb cable .
I wanna upload koli's dumb photos ,
&& rouyin + steph's singing ,
Another time than upload (:
I'll see what i can do now .
ciaos !

10th January 2007.

2007-01-10T22:55:00.000-08:00

I shall end my day with two gfs' of mine :DDD
Left - POH JIE TING , Right - STEPHANIE WU BOON CHIN .
That two models =/ hahahaha!
I know you guys love me ,
& you guys know i love you too right :D
I love 2a2 so much ,
I miss secondary 2 life really , i do .
All of us including that pig gabriel too ,
Miracle right , haha! glad anw.
We had fun at steph's house right ..
Watching the stupid ghost vcd in the room ,
& many more! (:
Tmr it will be another day at steph's house ,
With all the girls except shishi ,
As she's having A-maths luh , stupid !

TWO RETARDS {33

- Above & Bottom -
Taken on junhui's birthday ,
We had lots of fun ,
Its way memorable (:
Happy Birthday Junhui :DD

Handphones of us ,
Don't know who take derh ,
Many handphone right (:
There're more actually lol .

Do you know i'm waiting for you ): sigh!

7th January 2007.

2007-01-07T18:17:00.000-08:00

Recently ,
Found lots of pictures/images from deviantart.
The images there're real real nice & darn cool ,
Check out the web : http://www.deviantart.com/
Just love the images there!
Expressing life , yourself , self-portrait & everything.
So just uploading some, take a look ..

Boy, Isn't There Any Way For Me To Draw You Back Close To Me ..

4th January 2007.

2007-01-04T05:54:00.001-08:00

The first day of school was real boring ,
Kept sleeping in class please.
Teachers were long winded till everyone buey tahan!
Just can't stand my class as its boring ,
& real real kinda quiet ,
At times its noisy like !@&*#&^! ,
At times its real real quiet -.-
At times its laughing like wow!
LOL , i have no idea what i'm saying .
I really miss the past 2a2 really ))))):
We're all seprated really ,
more 2a2 people're in a2 man. gosh!

Alrights ..
English Lessons just sucks !
bloody hate the teacher like so !@&^%#$^%!@
kinda pervert , disgusting , & weird man!
Seating arrangement in class is complicated ,
Some seated in same place & some different .
Nothing much to comment about my class .
Update tomorrow than,
Just a short post as i'm moody ya.

Saw him just now & said bye to him.
not a hi but bye ):
how i wish we can be back together ,,

2nd January 2007.

2007-01-01T20:15:00.000-08:00

its the end .

i've deleted my two post ,
as i found it ... nvms.
just forgive & forget ba.
it was just a 10days with you ,
not a goodbye kiss or hug from you ):
how i wish you did gave it to me ,
cause i'm really missing you.
the smell , the sight , the presence , the feel ,
just miss your everything!
i really wish you can come back ):
truely & dearly .
i really need you .
i asked you & you gave me the answer ,
which i can't accept & the word ' sorry '
all those lies you said pass me by & made me happy.
though they are lies , i still love you so much.
i'm happy that i once had you ,
you gave me memories that i treasure.
but i hope i did make you happy all this while ..

& I'll Be Waiting Until One Day I've Given Up.

20th December 2006 .

2006-12-20T22:08:00.000-08:00

sunday

woke up early morning as told to do so.
you told me to wake up early ,
you yourself wake up late ah.
dumb pig!
met cheston downstairs,
walked to 702 i think ?
went to ahliat house.
talked to them , was somehow paisehs lah.
yanyi came over ,
went bus-stop met andrew.
met alicia & ahliat's gf at bedok inter.
train down to expo.
the nike sales was like nothing.
was my precious time going down there.
ahhhhhhhhh! stupid geeks.
walk to the end , found out the bus-stop was the other side.
walk back , & compete walking with ahkiat.
dumbass lah.
than went to tamp to eat ,
played their arcade & i left first.
met lydiaa :DD
was told that shi was going that day ,
in the end she did not turn up.
dumb her luh. sleep till late late.
bought stuffs stuffs ,
its like many can. haha.
the winnie the pooh bottle is cute.
both of us have one each.
than got 4 soft toys for usual 5.
my beloveds , love them soo :DD
went back home ,
bought bubble tea for dia's sis.
&& had fun with her :D

meet up with 606 people at night ,
still raining like fuck , hated it ~
that ahkiat lah ask me go coffeeshop.
stupid pig.
went there also stunt , do nothing.
than went to 606 play ball ,
but rain again.
than slack slack slack slack at playground till mac.
keep laughing inside mac lah.
disiao & disiao luh.
than went outside , saw other people.
than talk talk , laugh laugh , play play.
its fun hanging out with them at times (:
sat down , & the people there keep making us laugh.
slack till 12plus then they took bus to jack's house play mahjong.
addicted to it ler for them.
chatted with ahkiat , than msn till sian.
felt shag & slept.

monday

went out with usual 5 , my beloveds :D
jiexin reach bedok very very early ,
sorry to keep you waiting budd.
walk to kampong chai chee cc than ktv :D
its been a long time since i've sang ,
god my singing sucks. hateit ):
sang sang sang , laugh laugh laugh.
though it was somehow sian ,
but i treasure my time with you guys.
thanks jaslene for the present :D
you're a great friend yeah.
though we've not been catching up times.
the fun we'd missed , the laughs we always had.
i really appreciate it , thanks much!

went over to weiqi's house.
cook for the people , the pigs.
always eating & eating.
the pancake was okay ,
& the frenchtoast was not bad :D
hohoh. that's what shuwei & jiexin said.
heeeeeeeeees :D
went to play poker ,
& i keep losing ):
don't know why either ,
xin bu zai yan baa. SIGH.
walked home after that ,
me & jiexin hold hands.
cause of my damn slippers ,
that i might slipe & fall ):
thanks girl :D
talk to her too & maybe its him ba.
but i'm in pain like that really.
SIGH.
what a day i had with them ,
love you guys :DD

tuesday

raining & raining & raining .
damn heavy today especially.
met up with jacky at mac ,
ubi's bus stop met evonne & andrew.
went parkway.
visited some of their friends.
friendly people i've met these days (:
went to empasis as evonne's working.
bought food & evonne left.
bus down to suntec met mao.
walk here & there ,
played arcade , & kept eating.
drank bubble tea again.
walked to marina square ,
went to see clothes, they played billard.
went to eat again, but i didn't.
wanted to take photos at the toilet ,
but got people so too bad.
walk back , they smoke then took their photos.
then went to citylink ate gelare waffle.
the whole day keep disiaoing me lah.
haha! andrew is addicted to bubble tea cause of me (:
hohohohoho.
i'd drank 2 cups of it today , & a iceblendcooler.
he drank 2 cups of bubbletea. HOHO
met the others at 606 , they played with fire.
than i went home ler. was moody ~
chatted with ahkiat on the phone,
& sleep luh.

today

unable to go out with them , sorry yah.
went tenage play ball.
waited for the kohsinghong for sooo long >.<
blahhh! something's wrong with blogger.
fcuk!

i think i love you , sigh!

16th December 2006 .

2006-12-16T07:54:00.000-08:00

what a day ~

daddy&mommy can you please come back !
i'm so lonely at home ,
& i miss you two soo much can.
nobody talk to me ,
nobody shout / quarrled with me ,
nobody help me buy breakfast ! =/
hahahahahaha. the point is faster come back!
was glad that ystd there're 4 of you to pei me,
xin & wei stayed over, thanks hard :D
watch ju-on , & talk talk .
the one kept screaming was xin ,
she sees me as a ghost , ju-on.
i watch the show with 2 of them ,
but somehow you can see that i'm watching it alone.
there're parts which're gross luh.
bloddy & gruesome , pucks
one by one we slept , 3 of us squeeze on a bed.
xin & i slept , while wei didn't sleep ? dunnoe.
next day, they skipped training.
sorry mao jiao lian ~
don't angry & disappointed ler.
two of them went home ,
& i was alone again ~
quiet , keep siting infront of the com.
then went to shower & eat .
went to meet two of them.
waited for xin like 4 hours ,
rebonded her hair lah.
than me & wei was rotting
watching shows which're lol -.-
than it was like finally ,
went to eat at tamp ,
took bus 21 home ,
went petal for awhile ,
talk with xin ,
thanks for being there buddy (:
pei-ing me home ,
thanks hard :D

17th December 2006

2006-12-16T03:20:00.000-08:00

Look at the time now miss chng ee !
Its 3.17 AM .
& i'm not sleeping yet , how gay !
I'm going to sleep soon anw.
After posting this , cause i'm rotting !
& have been talking to myself for past few days -.-

Hanakimi , Hua yang shao nian shao nu is not bad .
Arghs! so bek chek finding the show on youtube man.
I rather buy the disc lah.
The Show faster come out on teveeeeeeeeee man ):
Find & Find , Pages by Pages ,
Don't have ep.5 onwards man ! arhhhhhhhh!
Must ask lydia help me find the show on youtube liao.
Sorry to mafan ni ler :)
going out with lydia & shi tmr ,
that would be like perfect
haven't seen them for like ages ,
&& the rest too. hope we can meet up ya!

Will be sleeping soon ,
as the darren keep rushing me to sleep -.-
thanks lah pigg ! haha.
now still outside with weisheng wth lor.
i lazy come out paisehs.
sorry yah keith dunwan you come over.
seeyou soon aitee ! :D

awwwwwwwwwwwwwww ):
i miss ystd's night can ,
having xin & sw around to talk ,
now like ROTTING
shall shoooo then.
before darren check up on me agn.
hoho.
lettme upload photos first since i'm freeeee ~

Random ~

kim & xin - buddies
love her lots lah! :DD

the usual five :D
shuwei & singhong : top
weiqi , me , jiexin : bottom

monsters! xD
weiqi & meee ..

where'd you go , i miss you so .

looking at planes actually =/

I'm done :D
nights / morning human !
g'nights to the human world ~

16th december 2006 .

2006-12-16T00:20:00.000-08:00

hope everything's alright now,
learn to forgive & forget ,
its a matter in fact ,
but i won't bear a grudge on yah.
don't keep saying sorry to me alrights.
how long de peng you ler,
since p2 till now leh.
cheerup yah :D you're treasured ..

&& nobody's at fault okay .
don't blame here & there please.
small matter become big matter ,
quarrel here & there ,
nobody wants things to be in this way ,
so glad that its over yah.
&& treasure what you've now :D

dearest ones ,
each and every one of you,
do specially hold a place in my heart.
no comparisons , no nothing.
all i know, nothing of the hypocritical sort.
who can explain such genuine love;
to the recipent & giver, a two way ticket it is.
those whom i haven't been seeing as much as i did in the past,
i still love & remember.
sometimes friendships are given tests,
yet at times, taken for granted.
just imagining life without these
bits & pieces makes me feel so unwhole.

but somehow i'm still moody ..
so alone at home , hai .

16th December 2006.

2006-12-16T00:00:00.000-08:00

read _____ 's blog ,
& found out how she felt.
Now what i can do is to keep a distance away from you ?
&& a distance away from ______ .
I don't want anything to come between us ,
I don't want a misunderstanding ,
I'm glad that I'm always there to comfort you ,
to lend you my shoulder yah.
But now , come what may
i don't think there would be any chance.
But just know that i won't alrights ,
trust me & trust my heart .
I won't wanna lose a beloved one ,
its not worth it at all ~

我的错 ..

15th December 2006 .

2006-12-15T01:02:00.001-08:00

change my blogskin , its like finally man.
friends over my house while parents're overseas ,
bro's at cousin house till monday.
jiexin, shuwei, weiqi, singhong came over :D
playing cards now , & i'm using com.
how bored can i be , rotting ~
listening to songs , blogging , & chatting with a friend.
his grandma just pass away ,cheerup aite :D
ur grandma won't want to see you in this way either ,
the more you cry for her , she won't be able to rest in peace!
sooo you gotta be strong !
as time pass by , everything would be over.

watching bnss guys' team & springfield match 7.30pm.
organise by themselves , venue at 606 petal garden.
LOL hope it won't rain later on baa
xin & wei tonning tonight , that's great man!
i won't be alone for the night (:
enjoy man ~

hais .

12th December 2006 .

2006-12-12T06:44:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH KIAT :D
paisehs never come ur chalet hor.
anw, thanks for inviting me yah.

the day ~

congrats to bnss :D
won another match ler.
tmr must win again yah ,
jiayou jiayou !

went to watch their match ,
than after match went to singpost eat KFC :D
than jiu go take bus to tenaga play ball.
sw & wq at there listen songs ,
than i sit between them so kuku leh.
beginning is sw listen derh ,
than me & wq play play laugh laugh ,
than later wq listen song ,
than me & sw play play laugh laugh ,
& smth happen, cheerup okie!
don't sad ler hor. must kaixin :D
play balled again & again ,
everyday going to tenaga play ball man!
around 8 jiu went off ler.
than left sh & wq at there playing.
walk home with buddy ,
& chatted at the same place.
everyday chatting with her at there,
hahaha. just love her lah! xD
than went home ler.
tomorrow would be another long day ~

each & every day ,
time seems to pass that quickly ,
what we've done & gone through just dissapear ,
but we do treasure time together.
i just love my beloved :DD

&amp;&&& monster don't cry !
bu yao ku okie ,
always there for ya wor.
i've never fail cheering you up!
tomorrow will be a better day (:

&& to the pig too ,
don't broad about the matter ler lah.
learn to forgive & forget .
now treasure your friends around you :D
have fun with them everyday yah!

&& to buddy !
ni arh bu yao down ler.
must be daring to message ta okay!
don't let ta be snatch away ,
than you'll regret ler okay!
we'll be having chats every night okay.
you can find me if you're troubled :D
that's good ta you reply ni ,
ni happy jiu hao okiee.

我的错

9th December 2006 .

2006-12-08T19:51:00.001-08:00

back to posting ,
real lazy & busy to post uh.
these days having basketball stuffs ,
can say everyday luh. LOL
anw,
lost to auto focus with 2 points ,
sooo damn damn fucked up!
they don't deserve to win ,
with those kind of attitude & sportmanships.
charging charging , pushing pushing ,
pulling pulling , FUCK OFF lah.
make jiexin foul out also , guailan lah.
RGS sucks. playing with them waste our time.
nvmss , shall not talk about them.

anw ,
having finals later on ,
fightning for 3rd & 4th placing.
we must win unity sec man!
not a must , but a will =DDDDDD
alrights, gotta go ler.
shuwei helping me take shoebag eh :D
hahaha she say derhs. thanks!
&&& bnss , thanks for everything.
have alot of fun with you guys.
thanks much =DDDDDDDDDD

28th November 2006.

2006-11-28T06:00:00.001-08:00

ruthyang ask me post de .
but have no idea what to post ,
just real real bek chek with her lah.
don't want jiu don't want lah.
is there a need to write in ur blog.
nvms forget it , i just don't know why.

tmr going to check out jerseys for ignites ,
as need to complete the idea for it on thursday ,
as my coach gonna help them get it at a cheaper rate
$28 for one set plus printing.
yeahs cost quite alot for 2 sets & registertation fee.
total like around 88 like that . haiyo.
pathetic ehhhh! alrights.
then around evening jiu going to have dinner ,
with giordano peeps, terrence they all.
still not sure where're we going yet.

okok!
off to sleep already ,
knew number of friends this holiday.
&& plus enjoy playing basketball (:
ROFL.
i want to see him* soon man .
awwwwwwwww ):
faster online & talk to meee ):

ruthyang be happy that i've blog (:
&& miss you lots , takecareeeeeee!

24th November 2006 ,

2006-11-24T06:59:00.001-08:00

give me time ,

It has been years since i've blog already ,
don't really have that much time to come online ba.
coming home somehow late , & at times am lazy to online.
online don't really have much to do ,
just check mails , friendster , blog , tag , chats , music & more .
haha depends what i've decided to do.
now waiting for daddy to buy the 4gig = the memory card .
no idea how to spell the word geek ? LOL
as i'm able to put the dancing song ,
which the kor kor introduce at the shop just now ,
after the game is installed i'm gonna stuck to it alrd.
hoho..'

i miss alot people really ,
everyday i'm seeing the same people.
giordano working peeps ,
haha they're just that crappy & funny.
faster end work ah.
it just so sucks lah.

&&&& azure amazons won 3 matches alrd.

YAY !

1st match ,
azure amazons 32 - 27 yishun town sec

2nd match ,
azure amazons 70 - 24 ahmad ibrahim sec

3rd match ,
azure amazons 41 - 37 unity seconday

if i'm not wrong hope so ,
the score's like that .
hoho!
how happy we're in the semi finals ,
the week after next week ,
which's a monday 4th December .

decided not to go to work tmr , sorry .
going out with lydia , ruth , elvira .
it has been quite sometime i've see them .
kaiyan went hongkong yesterday ,
shishi went malaysia today ,
elvira would be leaving on sunday ,
lydia going malaysia during the last week of december ,
ruth going to isreal during december i forgot when paisehs ,
zheyee not suree but she would be going malaysia ,
all of them would be overseas & i'm in singapore .
how sad , but they would be back ,
elvira next year then come back ,
kaiyan would be back next tuesday i only know that .
lols just hope we're back together ,
an outing with 7 of us ba.

&&& thanks michelle for the dedication ,
really love you much takecaree alrights,
drink lots of water during training.

alrights till here ,
i'm crapping ,
just ignore mee .
nights to the human world ~

12th November 2006.

2006-11-12T20:28:00.000-08:00

sorry that this whole week never reply tags & blog.
was someone busy with this week ,
& probably this coming week too.
sorry everyone )))):

shall reply my tags here

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anabel : haha yeah (: when would the next outing be ? steamboat leh.

LIA : alrights, suree (:

yanling : okay okay, when are you gonna be back ah!

JIAYEAN : yeahs, miss ya too lady ):

monica : of course i do man. thought you forgot me alrd. miss ya lots too!

limliangzi : CUTIE :D miss ya tooo man! awwww ): tkcareee!

passerby : who are you ? thanks for the tag anw (:

deadmel : okay

jon : you never said you were my fan leh. hahah!

soon it would be your birthday,

gonna eat steamboat that day. be freee man !

xiaodi : okayokay (: sure.

MiiCHEllE : okayokay (: missya.

RUTH! : yeahs, i know. its like super duper. haha! missya):

elvira : yeahs, i know. missya ):

weiying : suresure(: missyalots!

anabel : i will de (: haha

darren : yeahs i know (:

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thanks for tagging everyone .

FANCLUB

#1. Sechariah Quek

#2. Tan Jinmay

#3. Lim Weiying

#4. Jonathan

please join people, thankyou!

&&&& i miss CLIQUE 7

28th October 2006.

2006-10-28T22:02:00.000-07:00

thinking whether to create a blog fan.
hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahah :D
if you want to be my blog fan please tell me.
hoho! LOL

i'm lazy to blog ,
donno whether to go tmr not.
lets see my mood how luh. LOL

sbf you're reading my blog (:
sech you're reading my blog -.-

so who do you think its better?
know yourself. HOHO!

oh i found out something,
LIGHT's name is " Tatsuya Fujiwara "
no wonder i found LIGHT so familiar,
he acted in battle royal.
that gross show.
no wonder man!
awwwwwwww!
battle royal is also not bad ,
but don't mind the show cause its saddening.
killing each other just to survive.
real gruesome, & thrilling show.

anw, L is quite cute too.
but he looks weird w/o those makeup&longhair.

he looks scary huh. LOL

this one looks nicer (:

show you my shuai-ge (:
Tatsuya Fujiwara <3>

how shuai , LOL .

stupid boon & jun prank me ,
make me cry ewww fuckers!
hahahaha.
yao jiang jiu zai wo qian mian jiang.
wthhh ~

gnights human!
ciaos!